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The Interview

Hands trembling, fingers tapping
Breathing fast
Blood rushing throughout their veins

Your heart pounding against your chest
Pulsing with every beat

Hot sweats start in and adrenaline begins
You become figety and jittery
As you begin the taping of a pen

You sit back and listen
still trying to relax
Listening to the silence
feeling all alone the only sound around is the whirring of a fan

The interview begins
While you quietly pray
You listen to his questions
Unsure of what to say or reply
You only pray it be all words of good that you honestly say

Still racing as you sit there in that seat you can do nothing more but await the next question he has in store

Hating this nerve racking uncomfortable feeling
You sit in silence
So honestly intense

Your nerves begin making you jittery and stutter your speech with each and every sentence which you try to speak

Impossible…
You say to yourself
With a moment to think
Telling yourself you failed
Saying with lack of words so that no one hears
You say there’s no way that they’ll choose me

Yet a still smaller voice with a loud whisper says shut up now..don’t talk like that

One small flicker of a flame in your heart holding on and holding you tall

You tell yourself
keep hope dear, no worries here
We are still in the running
Stay very near

So patiently you sit back and continue to respond as you slow you slow your breathing
and hold on to that remain one tiny flame of hope nestled so deep within

In hopes that this one tiny flame will hold on strong enough to keep on its own feet
Keeping in front running for the spot

Okay…relax…
Your almost done here
You’ve made it this far don’t bail out now

Weather you win or loose
Your already suceeding by being here

Either way good or bad
This will shed some light upon your next path or door

Good luck
I think as I focus and pray that all I have said and done will have favor on me
Knowing in the end God will provide a way

I tell you this is all normal
With any interview or meeting that you may attend

Although I must admitt I do not remember such an intensity last time the interview and I met

Wow! Ease up on me some…
You don’t understand
This feeling of intense is bringing me to meet the uncomfortables at hand

Reminding myself one more time I as I say…Stay focused and relaxed all will be okay, and in the end it was and I pulled thru strong.

No matter if I win or loose I am still holding strongest number one for me

 
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Posted by on November 6, 2011 in Uncategorized

 

We Still Believe, All Will Be Okay

With tears in his eyes
a rumor came as a big surprise
With all he knew and could not understand everyone looking up to him then doubting him

Where was this assumption coming from and why had they been attacking at him

Suddenly all his fame before his eyes staring him in the face as it gets washed away

Trying to regain where the water broke thru he grasps onto whatever is in his reach to hang onto and hold pulling himself back up on hope

He stands again on his feet standing his ground
Trying to rebuild that which was knocked down with attack and force

It is there that he remains
Holding firm unto his faith and belief

He himself only knows the truth and whatever happens next will help him pull on thru

In the end whatever comes next he will be carried high on his guardians back until the time is right

where he may win or loose his fight, but in the very end all will come out alright and we who have that faith and believe can together stand up and say God is with us,

Justin we still believe and have the faith that all will be okay and will help pull you thru. No matter what comes we will not walk away

God will pull you thru
You may drop and feel real blue
But once you do he will push you back up real high maybe even higher than before

He will give you a new path to journey and open and unlock a new door

All will be okay
All will be okay

**Written with and in heart of Justin Beiber and his current news of a baby 2011**

 
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Posted by on November 4, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

Wings Of The Angels

Wings of the angles she sent to me
To carry me and protect me and to remind me

Remind me of the love she held so dear and remind me of the love he has for me

Wings of the angels she mailed to me
Bringing love and joy unto me

Carefully mailed thru the snail mail the only gift I have received
These angel wings are here to bless me and remind me of moms love she gave, and remind me of Gods love he gave to me

He gave me life and held me tight to save I myself had lost my way
Bringing me back to reality angel wings is what I got to make me believe in hope and to remind me again of this life he has blessed in me

Wings of the angels is what she gave me

 
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Posted by on November 1, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized