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God Will Keep Me Safe

You can shove me
You can push me
You can hurt me
you can bruise me

Though you can not take my
Courage, honor and self esteem from me

You can threaten me
You can beat me
You can talk me down and try to drive me

But I will keep my soul strong
I will keep my head up high
I will stay strong and content in my faith

You will not be my last dieing thing in my life
I will live and stay
I will fight for my sanity, my name, and my children

No matter how hard you beat and bruise me I will stand tall and high
I will remain firm in my words that I say
I will say goodbye to the abuse you throw in my face

I will push ad keep it away
I will fight to keep it off the streets
Bruises heal
Souls and minds don’t
Once they die they are gone forever
I will not let my spirit die
I will not let you burn me down inside

Your words mean nothing
My life is my everything
God is my guide to lead me in the right way upon the right day
God will keep me safe

No matter how much you put me thru and how bad you beat and bruise me God will keep me safe
God will hold me strong
God will never let me down
He will keep me alive and well still

He will fill me deep inside
with a strong will he will hold my hand
He will keep me standing on my two feet where I felt a lack and began to fall

God will keep me safe
He will not let me astray
He is my foundation holding me down
He will not let me die by someone else’s strong hands

You think you can beat and bruise me
God will let me live instead
He will turn and shame your little selfless head
God will keep me safe

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Posted by on June 27, 2012 in Abuse/Beating, Love, Poetry, Uncategorized

 

Angels Pain

You were never there to watch a world born but you’ve heard the stories told
You’ve witnessed the miracles of your very own. You’ve see things that no one else has seen and know things that no one knows. Yet inside of it all you keep trying your hardest to be pure. Knowing that you will never remain truly pure. However even though you’ve Seen it all you’ve still not seen one thing. You’ve never seen or felt the wrath of a true angels pain.
Weights lifted high in her wings she keeps it all inside, when you look her in the face you can see the stains of how many times she’s cried. You’ve maybe seen all that, but you’ve never seen it all. Angel’s pain goes greater so and travels even more. They have truly seen it all. They’re wings hold them sturdy so that the weight will not make her fall. Angels have no one but themselves to talk to and tell and all their pain stays bottled in and hidden. We have each other to discuss and confide, but instead we try to hide and run instead. Making ourselves so weighed down stress and anxiety, panic, fright and depression begin to take over and set in. We are not angels we can not bare that weight and pain. we do not have the angels wings to support the weight that they bare. You’ve never seen or felt the wrath of a true angels pain.

 
 

I Will Stand

you can look at me and call me names

you can break my heart in sensless shame

but you cant take my mind from the truths I know

I can tell you once or tell you twice

 but you stay dumbfounded and dont care to know

you can pull my hair and slap my face

i wont always break down and cry

I’ll stand my ground for I have the right to

no matter how hard you fight and beat me down

I’ll stand my ground with every blow

you look me in the eyes

  telling me not to try to run my own life

I tell you…

 you can try and continue to disrepect all that i say

but I shall stand my ground till i die

At least I respect things that  you say

even when you hit me and make me black and blue

I’ll stand to you even when you least want or expect me to

you will take my flesh with you to the grave

weather you want to or not

because beating me will only bring you shame and a grey soul in life

however I will fight you to the end

you aren’t gonna tear me down

I will stand here and hold my ground

you can take my life or at least try

I won’t run from you and hide

I have no shame or no guilt to hide

i will stand my ground and live on the edge of life