Monthly Archives: August 2012

I lye awake in my bed tonight

thoughts of you hounding my thoughts, blogs, and mind

nauty, nasty, loving, golden amonst the clutter clashing within my everyday crazy life

I lye awake and start to drift, stare as if you suddenly appear there

Hot and with thrill burning my finger tips my hands begin to roam

Wishing you were here to hold me near

I begin to dream of the what if’s remaining in life with us within my breezy misty daze

erotic if you could only see and feel all my love, lust, hidden thoughts and feelings that I have still remaining inside

So arroused wanting you feeling me all around

deep within my caress

closing in

feeling me quiver within the silence,

and blackness of the moonlit blue sky

My body numb from the feeling of being so turned on

on fire with the moments and throughts. my dreams of the night

Dreams whisping in as like a ghost flying overhead unoticed and quiet as ever

Feeling you as if it all were so real

I want you here inside me

taking all my stress, pains, worries

rubbing me down with oils scents of the seas

relaxing me all over outside and inside the same

my body numb and throbbing wanting to finish off what I alone have begun

I lye awake within the night with just a simple solitude thought of you and me

living in my own sweet sensual Ecstasy

I feel like writing but don’t know what to write
I feel like reading but my eyes are too tired to try
Can’t try because I have too much on my mind that I can not clear out
I feel like cleaning but am all worn out from all I have already done
I feel like singing but have no words to let out

Still on construction

Understanding life in a new eye

Like the lightnening that flashes across the dark black sky

the whisper of the wind may change direction

You thought that you had it all figured out

instead you wind up lost or dead

you blink your eyes trying to see more clearly

only to see it more a big blurr

You begin to try to regain focus and sight

learning and hearing more of the insight

still tumbling and wableing you try to walk on to to stumble and fall

reaching out for help crying out to friends or family

Help I’ve fallen and I can’t get up…

yet no one is there to catch the fall or embrace you and help you out

what is life if not even a friend can mend a broken heart

understanding life in a new eye

The life we all once knew as that child and that great caring friend

has long lost washed away with the rain that has run across and over the land

Life as we knew it years in the past has long gone being left back in the days of the past

Understanding life in the new eye of today is the hardest thing there is to truly realize and say.

Life today is not the pretty painted picture we painted of the days we had seen before

no remorse has set in

dreams are left just in a glance

hands can’t even be found and reached out to hold someone

elses other hand helping them stand again

This is the life we know now

seen within this new eye

this is understanding life now in a new eye

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