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The Boiling Rage Against The Knife

Teardrops fill her mascara streaked face

The boiling rage against the knife

While rage takes every last drop

She spins her bottle dry to the bone

Knowing she’s been true to herself

Knowing she’s been true to him

Yet what’s the use

For a drink keeps the pain away

Death calls her name as she takes each sip and step closer to the blade that she holds in her hand it’s not pain Tylenol with take away

But pain she does not want to claim in her last journey

As she holds this knife point against her skin

What will she do

For what’s the use when she is a loser

Drinking and death will take the pain

But it’s a sin

God I pray you take me home

Not to live any more

For your all I have my dream lost

End this misery and pain

You know my number take me home and away from this piercing pain

The boiling rage against the knife

Numb I stay while I continue drinking the night away

God save me

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Posted by on July 18, 2022 in Uncategorized


Window To The Unseen

You are my window to the world unseen

You are my shining light

You are my moon that brightens each dark night

You complete me and make me strong where I am weak

You help me stand when I feel defeated

Your my knight in shining armor

My man in a cloak your my man of my honor

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Posted by on July 1, 2022 in Uncategorized


Nothing Left But Tears

Tears drop to the floor

She sees him cry

Though never making him anything but despair

Worthless you are

For the pain says so

What’s the point I look for

I’m nothing

Nothing left but tears

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Posted by on June 25, 2022 in Uncategorized


To The Death

Point blazing on the skin

Slowly running blades piercing the skin

Hands gripping tight

Fierce aggression

Full take over

Nothing left to heal my intense pain

Mental and emotional stress

Aggravation and rage fill the air

Suffocation and strength boils

Blood runs through the veins as I plan my runaway and my escape

Let my death be still

Slowly to die

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Posted by on June 25, 2022 in Uncategorized


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Posted by on September 6, 2021 in Uncategorized


My Sympathy

I know I can’t take back or change what was said or done I know what was said or done I don’t know but I’m sorry

love washes over a multitude of things it erases all the wrongs and is the best healers his name is the greatest name of all I wish you were here so I could talk with you and not write a letter I don’t know what I did and I never meant it I was sick I wish I could take all away I cried at the hospital for you I’m sorry I don’t know what to say but that I love you and always have you’re my only friend and all I cherish I love you I’m sorry I wish I could just hold you

Dear God let he who reads this letter be touched with my apologies and my sincere love


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Posted by on September 6, 2021 in Uncategorized


In A Little Cove In The Corner

In a little cove in the corner

She sat and weeped

Tears dropping from her eyes which were dry

Bitterness in her head and heart

As she left cracks in seems

Shattered to pieces they were left

As sadness exposed the rest

A mere emotion that doesn’t mean anything

While pieces of her heart ripped apart from the core

Love being all she loved and strived everything being ripped away

Slaved in a little cove in the corner

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Posted by on June 2, 2021 in Uncategorized


A Broken Love

A broken love

When tears cry from your eyes

When you long to be better to another than you can be

When you want to show support but all is left torn from your grip

When you want to say I love you

But it feels an inappropriate time

Like a breaking thin line

When words are in rambles and thoughts unsaid

Answers unanswered that only stay in your head

A broken love

Longing for more

Words unsaid

Feelings not met

And broken hearts not mended

A broken line of suspension

Shadows lurking in each side

A broken love

Wanting so much more inside

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Posted by on April 14, 2021 in Uncategorized




(Christmas star 12-21-2020) 
By Josiah Lopez, Florida USA

Luke 2:6-7 (Good News Translation)

and while they were in Bethlehem, the time came for her to have her baby. She gave birth to her first son, wrapped him in cloths and laid him in a manger—there was no room for them to stay in the inn.

I’m sure if any of you have ever had children that you remember the panics of going through the contractions and wondering if you would make it to delivery at the hospital or midwives in time for the child to be born

You can travel in cars now in our days which can go fast but sometimes still not fast enough

In the time of Jesus birth they didn’t have cars they traveled by mule or donkey these animals are used for work so they can bare the weight big with long travels and unfamiliar areas where you can’t find a place where it is challenging while you are in labor can be very scary for a you g mother and first time mom

So Mary who was unable to find shelter anywhere and was a first time mom in active labor was very scared at this point after traveling the long journey

In a case like this we’d probably be panicking at that time though Mary and Joseph were very faithful to God and all that he spoke to them so she may have had some fear and anxiety and maybe panics but I think she was so faithful that she relied on her trust and what God had spoke to her and her husband

Though she was faithful and trusting she had had a long travel and was very exhausted and had not even performed birth yet so when she arrived in Bethlehem on a donkey after a long travel and in active labor she may have also been so exhausted that she was weak and not holding up on the donkey from exhaustion also so all she wanted to do was find a place to give birth to her baby

After trying several places time had come that she was going to give birth and she still had nowhere to do it so you gotta imagine the fear and worry of am I gonna make it to somewhere for the birth of this baby and not only for Mary bug also for Joseph for he was doing all he could to keep her comfortable and attend to her attention and needs and he also didn’t have an answer where they would birth this child for there was nothing for them to use and they were running out of time

They did find a manger where they had the only option to deliver in the time of Jesus birth so already stressed out they now had to stress over birth in a manger which was the only place they could find and at that time they didn’t have a doctor to help and they were new parents so I’m sure you can imagine the panics They must have been going through especially Mary all they could do was to rely on their faith and trust God so they settled as well as they could into this lonely old manger trying to get as comfortable as they could get in straw and hay

If you have ever lay in straw or hay you can know how it pokes you and sometimes pokes so hard it hurts

Mary never giving birth before and having to lay in this hay I’m sure affected her fear of delivering the baby and maybe held it longer than it should have taken because of her emotional stability and fears

Labor in itself with us having doctors can sometimes already take long for some women even in these days

Then to have the overwhelming feeling of privacy being exposed as spectators began to come around when they were pretty private people and new time parents could not have helped either for she was in an unfamiliar town did not know anyone or anything around and all these people began to come see the birth for themselves for this was the king

It was like our local news now news spread fast and people came to the birth from all nations to see this special boy

Tonight there will be a Christmas star in the sky just before Christmas in those days they were lead by the Christmas star and the sun and other natural ways of knowing how to get to where they were going they did not have GPS or compass then so they had to rely on what they had been told and heard that the king was born in a manger below the Christmas star and follow the star to Jesus birth definitely nog easy unless you’re a bounty hunter like days now

This gift we’ve been given is most precious gift of all and one that will always remain

Reminding us of the love God has for all of us and in sending his only son to change our lives forever with this story to remind us to hold onto our faith and trust in him that he will guide us and be our journey

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Posted by on December 22, 2020 in Uncategorized


Sexstasy; Romance In Ecstasy

Romance drifting in the winds
The winds like a tornado
Hearts beating fast
As his hand runs along my shoulders
Sensational kisses he lays upon my neck
As I squirm and rumble
Under his soft firm touch
The gentleness of his fingers
His kiss nibbling my ears
With silent breathing whispers
He begins to remove my clothes
As he lays upon my breasts
Caressing my cleavage of my bustled chest
As I become weak and lifeless in shallow ecstasy I surrender myself
As he goes deep into my soul
Then thinner thrusts begin
In gentle slow motion at first
Then becoming faster and more plunging
I begin to lament in seductive romance
Fondling begins as expressions
Nestled in each other’s arms
Strokes of the temptation
Strokes of the touch beginning the experience
As we cuddle and massage each other’s pudendum
Breathless I fill in the air
As he goes still deeper
Then the thrust becomes more steadily heavy
And we have a simultaneous release
As we snuggle close in ecstatic ecstasy and wonder
No other experience could out flow that feeling afterwards
In that erotic grasp of pleasure

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Posted by on November 16, 2020 in Uncategorized