Its a misty, dreary, foggy, grey and eary day
Not a sound to be heard
Only the splish splash of puddles as the vehicles all drive by
Silence is heard from every direction around
As the air is empty without a sound
The temperature around feels chilly and cool
Makes ya just think as something is wrong
The wind is still with just a breeze brushin in with a slight sting to the face that is enough to bring tears to your eyes. Sending chills down your spine your emotions are defined and makes you know that something supernatural is near by.
Then music begins with a tune in your ear
One so close and easy to hear
You silently listen as it clearly is coming nearer and nearer as if for you to hear.
You slow down your heart from from your racing fear to focus more on the message that is soulfully meant for only you to hear
When with a whistle in the wind and a jitter from the chill
You hear a gentle yet soft wwillow as if it were a tiny little owl.
Peace falls upon you like a snowflake of soft falling snow falling for the first time on a young child who never knew.
Listening closely even more aware you listen to hear this message so near.
The clouds lift and the radiant light of the bright golden sun draws in.
Open your ears
I hear it
That is when the whisper of an angel is near
That is when the whisper of an angel is there just for you
Monthly Archives: December 2012
Its a misty, dreary, foggy, grey and eary day
Being lost in the world and feeling no safe haven of your own trying to raise three kids who are at steak of being taken away, while trying to survive from this bitter two faced world of fear and disrespect. Life isnt easy while people look at you like a villain when you live homeless in transition and confusion yet. It’s really them who dont understand or even know what life is like for you. Yet they gloat as if they do. I try harder and harder yet to keep my head held high and my smile wide. Yet daily life is still the same and nothing has gone different or changed. With seven years without a job now and no roof to call my own, handicapped raising three kids on my own splurging on scraps and change to make enough change to make all ends meet.
A christmas made from gift cards of my money I have gained and saved. My emotions felt stay focused on one thing….the embrace of christ pulling me thru as my tears still fall from within both my eyes as I only continue so strong to try.
We rarely speak anymore
Yet we pass like two ships sailing the wide seas together
Other thoughts always crossing each others minds day and night
Yet your always there and never here by my side
You really think that that is alright
I’d rather be cuddling with you both day and night with you always and forever at my side
Not just a figment in time passing me by
Not just a thought or dream crossing my mind
I want to hold your name and be proud that I am yours and announce that you are forever mine
I want to make love for real and make the love we feel real and not just a word of the time within life
I dont just want to speak and say how we feel
I want to show you and feel it so much more. I want everything. I want it all to be sereal.
I want a life meant to be for real
I want to be outdoors with you hearing the call of a great horned owl overhead.
I want to be in your arms and holding hands in and out of my bed.
I want to cuddle next to the warm fire every holiday and in the cold
And ride horseback along a moonlit and sunlit beach
I want you to truly be my deepest everything.
The hand that reaches out
Is the hand that’s meant to save
to grasp and embrase in tightness, love and understanding of many and all things
the hand that reaches out digs it’s own path and keeps it maintained
it’s the hand that will hold you high not letting you fall to the ground
it’s the hand that you will brag about and lend out for a friend who is in desperate need
It’s the hand you’ll keep around as long as it still grabs on strong that of a forever true friend.
the hand that reaches out is one that will never leave your side.
that will be the hand that hangs on to you and holds tight to yours walking you thru life
This hand embrasing yours never letting go
guiding you forward knowing always what’s got the best for you
it’s the hand that will lead you thru your dearest endevors and throughout your journeys in life
it’s the hand that will keep you walking tall and remind you to hold your head up high
the hand that reaches out is the one that will make a change
the hand that reaches out will give you what you need
it’s the one who will help you find a brighter tommorrow
give you a better day and help you always to find your way
the hand that reaches out is the one with the promise for tomorrow
who will be the voice for the future
who will remain with you for life
It will not leave you to sink and drown in sorrow
or leave you alone when you’re in fear
It will bring hand together lifting you up in prayer
the hand that reaches out will make you stronger holding on together
it will keep you open so that you are able to stay strong and find your own journey home
the hand that reaches out will not walk away when you call on it
it will be there in an instance never to let you down
this is the hand that I want
a forever friend with me
keeping me above them and helping me within my needs
this is a hand that keeps you happy and gives you what you need
it shows you all your worths and knows exactly what you diserve
this is the hand that reaches out
paying it forward
changing you and your own life