Monthly Archives: September 2012

We were everything
We used to speak over each other
We used to finish each others sentences
We’d spend all of our time together
Our lives and spirits almost always intertwined
Always waking when we knew the other was not there or gone from the bed side
Now its as we don’t even speak
We don’t even see eye to eye
We don’t lye in bed anymore like before
We are just like two ships passing in the night seas
It’s as if our love or our spirits have died and we both only cry inside
This is not the life we have seen
Yet he is the life for me
He is still my everything
We were everything
I believe we still could be if we could both only see where our differences lye and where we could fix our prides.

I sit behind these walls not of fame, but instead of all my very own deepest pains.
Watching my life fade away into the shadows and shades. Evil reaching out and jutting it up in one quick snatch as if to laugh and say who got the last one now?
Being put in cuffs from head to toe and taken by escort right out the door to sit for hours in one room with a stranger not knowing what the next many hours will behold behind the next door.
As if in a war yet not even so you live tied and knotted within your very own life
Not even seeming real but like a fading dream
Depression is the diagnosis they give in the end. With suicidal precautions and questions in the air. Did she or not is what I heard said. As the women next to me continues drawing blood.
Don’t know if you’ll stay the night or go home or even what the future may hold, but eventually it will show answers that seem not there now. Your not in it alone! There are many just like yours whom you don’t even know. Hold onto your dreams, open new doors and don’t look down it will soon be looking up and stay straight….don’t give up friend. All will turn out in the very end.