Being lost in the world and feeling no safe haven of your own trying to raise three kids who are at steak of being taken away, while trying to survive from this bitter two faced world of fear and disrespect. Life isnt easy while people look at you like a villain when you live homeless in transition and confusion yet. It’s really them who dont understand or even know what life is like for you. Yet they gloat as if they do. I try harder and harder yet to keep my head held high and my smile wide. Yet daily life is still the same and nothing has gone different or changed. With seven years without a job now and no roof to call my own, handicapped raising three kids on my own splurging on scraps and change to make enough change to make all ends meet.
A christmas made from gift cards of my money I have gained and saved. My emotions felt stay focused on one thing….the embrace of christ pulling me thru as my tears still fall from within both my eyes as I only continue so strong to try.
Category Archives: Poetry
My Deepest Everything
We rarely speak anymore
Yet we pass like two ships sailing the wide seas together
Other thoughts always crossing each others minds day and night
Yet your always there and never here by my side
You really think that that is alright
I’d rather be cuddling with you both day and night with you always and forever at my side
Not just a figment in time passing me by
Not just a thought or dream crossing my mind
I want to hold your name and be proud that I am yours and announce that you are forever mine
I want to make love for real and make the love we feel real and not just a word of the time within life
I dont just want to speak and say how we feel
I want to show you and feel it so much more. I want everything. I want it all to be sereal.
I want a life meant to be for real
I want to be outdoors with you hearing the call of a great horned owl overhead.
I want to be in your arms and holding hands in and out of my bed.
I want to cuddle next to the warm fire every holiday and in the cold
And ride horseback along a moonlit and sunlit beach
I want you to truly be my deepest everything.
The Hand That Reaches
The hand that reaches out
Is the hand that’s meant to save
to grasp and embrase in tightness, love and understanding of many and all things
the hand that reaches out digs it’s own path and keeps it maintained
it’s the hand that will hold you high not letting you fall to the ground
it’s the hand that you will brag about and lend out for a friend who is in desperate need
It’s the hand you’ll keep around as long as it still grabs on strong that of a forever true friend.
the hand that reaches out is one that will never leave your side.
that will be the hand that hangs on to you and holds tight to yours walking you thru life
This hand embrasing yours never letting go
guiding you forward knowing always what’s got the best for you
it’s the hand that will lead you thru your dearest endevors and throughout your journeys in life
it’s the hand that will keep you walking tall and remind you to hold your head up high
the hand that reaches out is the one that will make a change
the hand that reaches out will give you what you need
it’s the one who will help you find a brighter tommorrow
give you a better day and help you always to find your way
the hand that reaches out is the one with the promise for tomorrow
who will be the voice for the future
who will remain with you for life
It will not leave you to sink and drown in sorrow
or leave you alone when you’re in fear
It will bring hand together lifting you up in prayer
the hand that reaches out will make you stronger holding on together
it will keep you open so that you are able to stay strong and find your own journey home
the hand that reaches out will not walk away when you call on it
it will be there in an instance never to let you down
this is the hand that I want
a forever friend with me
keeping me above them and helping me within my needs
this is a hand that keeps you happy and gives you what you need
it shows you all your worths and knows exactly what you diserve
this is the hand that reaches out
paying it forward
changing time
changing life
changing you and your own life
In The Night. By Brie
Rest rest little head
Mommy’s there in the night
No need to fear
You are protected
Written by BrieAnna
Age 7
You Are The Difference- VOTE TODAY
Each year we gamble about what to do or not do
about what should change and what should stay same
each year a new debate about what’s working and what’s Hurting and hindering us
be the voice
speaks your mind
take the vote
YOU CAN be that difference in the next year coming tommorow
Stop being the listening ear monitoring everyone else’s change
help be the change for your better days
say praise that it will work this time and HELP make it right
Make some noise
do an uproar
GO VOTE TODAY!!!!
ONLY YOU hold the keys to a better community, economy and government that we see.
YOU are the Difference
VOTE TODAY
The Voids Of My Own Desires … Adult Rated
I lye alone in the dark of night
with you filling my head within my mind
getting steamy and hother within my thoughts feeling my body begin to warm up. desperate for a nice kiss and a lot of caress and touch. All turned on and loose with my heart ready to feel ecstasy with you. A hard thumping heart and throbbing pulsing between my legs. I am craving you beside me and deep inside. feeling so relaxed and just what I want. this feeling I have is just not enough.I need the real thing. You in my bed with me, passionate as ever with you beside me. My whole body going numb. my breasts tender, swollen and pulsing for more. you just are not there to fullfill my needs more. my thoughts focused so hard on what could be but I cant get nothing more. I want you now. I want yout here. fulfilling the void of my own desires. I can’t handle the crave anymore. The throbbing is too much and I want more.
Blue Moon
Blue moon rise
A beautiful evening surprise
An orange sun rise
After wet days of the rainy skies
White clouds passing us by
Ringing in a beautiful brite brand new day
Greys of many colors
all dried and washed away
Blue moon in the night
I’ll be waiting for you once again
when day is done
when you shall come again
millions of nights again.
Your Legacy Will Live On…..In Memory of Officer Brad Fox
recognition of a friend after their life has passed by in the end
two starngers left in life traveled by two opposite ways with twi different lives
one knowing you’ve known him before. ..
the other not even a chance to say goodbye
two different people
two different lives
Taken suddenly by traggic death
not even a chance to cry
murder by the hand of death and
stupidity in the skies.
Feeling of disbelief as he once was a true friend and never once had bad written within his eyes
legacy living on forever with
everyone he knew
does not compare to a kind good man he created from a child to this wonderful caring young man he was
Never a thouht of himself first
yet always willing to be that helpinv man, hero and friend to be there for the other one in need.
A family man
Strong willed friend
a man who could not be saved
another angel who gained his wings and flew away too soon
Rest in peace my friend
forgot you will not become
i promise you today on your birthday that your legacy will continue on and we all will be faithful until our end as you always been with us as well.
Your legacy will live on and forgotten you will not become
The Day We'll Never Forget…..A Day They Call 9/11
The day we’ll never forget
A day two planes flew through the sky leaving a jet stream unforgettable
The day we all lost a friend, a child, a sister or brother
a father or mother sheds a tear never like any other
Miracles were born that day
all evil was in sight
with evil’s face showing itself and Christ’s arms hugging and embracing everyone there that day
face’s seen in the smoke and clouds that day
with angel’s standing by
Christ wrapping himself around the human race trying to keep all he reached safe
a grandparent lost her grandkids, by a life taken upon that site
emergency responders from all around the world coming in to respond and help all those who could be saved
Fire’s burned. screams were heard. building’s crumbled and fell
leaving massive rubble throughout the center of one New York town
leaving an open ground they call ground zero
Photo’s became history to remind us forevermore
three responders raised the flag in respect of all who died there that day
while others planted a giant cross upon that sight in remembrances of those souls scattered that day
while a nation learned how to work together and unite for the noticeable first time
Now eleven years later after all had been cleaned and remained
you still hear that story live upon the streets
you still feel the emotion of reliving that very september day
and that day now holds a name as it became a piece in national holiday history
a day they call 9/11
the day we’ll never forget
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