Monthly Archives: October 2011

I look at you with adrenaline rushing within my blood
My heart racing within my chest
As I try to breath

Thinking of the times we’ve had
I wouldn’t change a thing
I wouldn’t give up my life on you

There are too many things I hold so dear
each tear we’ve shared
each laugh we’ve treasured together

Each time we hold onto means so much within my life
I would not give up
You are life to me
You are the world I wander
You are the sun that brightens my most dark and gloomy day

I gaze into your eyes and in silence you can make me laugh and cry both for joy
You make me speechless when I see you in my sight

You are beautiful just who you are
No matter how we may fight or how we may disagree we always pull thru

We can discuss any issue at hand and trust in each others love
You make me smile and laugh again

If there’s disappointment we compromise to create a change
deciding a solution together

Working together to help each other out rather than tearing one another apart

No matter how long it may take
We are able to satisfy in the fact that all will be okay

Your smile brings tears of love to my eyes
I think of you throughout each days & nights

I draw pictures of you in paper and within my head
While I lye memorized within my bed

Dreaming about our future will it last or leave
In hopes that we’ll remain
Leaving all we have worked toward and worked for on the right path we travel along moving and continuing ahead
Somehow we have always made it thru

You are beautiful just the way that you are I wouldn’t change a thing
You mean the world to me
You are my everything
You create the best that comes out of me

No matter if I am sad and depressed you bring me back into reality making me hear what I need to believe

I may feel upset and as if i hate  you at times, but you turn that around and bring out the best in me always bringing me back to happy

Sit down, think back, just one minute…
Ya sitting?? Is it quiet? Are you focusing?
Okay. Now think for a moment…can you remember the moment that your child or children were born?

What was running in that head at the time…who you were with or what you were doing…

do you remember the first cries.

The first sounds that child made
The first time of eye contact you each made.

 These are our most precious moments in the life of our children and we most likely answer yes,

 sometimes with detail with each questions asked.

 While the child is still so small everything is all about you and that child nothing else matters anymore. Sometimes nothing else matters and neither do you, all that matters is about the child whom you bore.

Crazy how so many things may change, for a child so young we remember to focus and present the child all the time.

Children in that age are developing more in need. As they become more independent and grow we tend to not notice the change we have made from demanding and giving all our time to receiving and releasing to now giving the space from enjoying the quiet times and space we ourselves may receive.

 As they move in school you tend to lose focus and time

 taking advantage of what silent time you get time begins to slip your own mind.

Time and focus on and for that child begins to prevail while slipping away from you as you fill your voided time with other things.

 Time getting away out of your sight as you relax in this quiet time standing at your feet.

Quiet time is bliss when you are a mother of a child at any given age.

 It is your own time for you to release.

Our downfall however has been we tend to sit back and take it all in too long forgetting the hours ticking in that we need to see first hand and attach ourselves again to those tiny hands and return ourselves to being mom again.

being held off for as long as we can to bring back a focus to the priority at hand.

That small tiny child that has looked into your eyes and become your biggest possession in life.

The one who spoke the tone you have grown so well to know throughout the years and seconds at that child’s birth.

 That innocent life layed upon your very own hands.
To hold and cherish all life through.

 How easily we forget and let time slip on by at times.

 Loosing our own focus of such cherished things. Now is the time to think.

That is still that small tiny child we held so dear and gave all our time to when there was no other care

don’t let this tiny life that means so much slip through your fingers as you may do

cherish and focus on it the whole journey through

grow together and look in each others eyes for your whole life together

let this tiny child become a women or man they become and stay close and focused all along

Don’t begin and walk away

keep it going all along

watch your child be a light in the center

 to shine upon all the children of the nations

 and be their voice and their light

to help shine upon them

and help them grow too

Let that child always have their parent to trust

one that they see means more than any thing to them

and is everything they ever wanted them to be

don’t focus on that new child’s independency

letting them do and be just as they feel

be there as you were with that tiny life

don’t let yourself get so into that silent time

 that you loose the focus of mom in life

this soul is still a small child even though they no longer need so much time

even though they have begun school now and are becoming independent

you’ve seen that side of a child without their parent

don’t be that side

be the parent you know that you need to be

sit back, sit down, breathe in deep

it is now, it is time to think

this is your child of whom we speak…