I know I can’t take back or change what was said or done I know what was said or done I don’t know but I’m sorry
love washes over a multitude of things it erases all the wrongs and is the best healers his name is the greatest name of all I wish you were here so I could talk with you and not write a letter I don’t know what I did and I never meant it I was sick I wish I could take all away I cried at the hospital for you I’m sorry I don’t know what to say but that I love you and always have you’re my only friend and all I cherish I love you I’m sorry I wish I could just hold you
Dear God let he who reads this letter be touched with my apologies and my sincere love
and while they were in Bethlehem, the time came for her to have her baby. She gave birth to her first son, wrapped him in cloths and laid him in a manger—there was no room for them to stay in the inn.
I’m sure if any of you have ever had children that you remember the panics of going through the contractions and wondering if you would make it to delivery at the hospital or midwives in time for the child to be born
You can travel in cars now in our days which can go fast but sometimes still not fast enough
In the time of Jesus birth they didn’t have cars they traveled by mule or donkey these animals are used for work so they can bare the weight big with long travels and unfamiliar areas where you can’t find a place where it is challenging while you are in labor can be very scary for a you g mother and first time mom
So Mary who was unable to find shelter anywhere and was a first time mom in active labor was very scared at this point after traveling the long journey
In a case like this we’d probably be panicking at that time though Mary and Joseph were very faithful to God and all that he spoke to them so she may have had some fear and anxiety and maybe panics but I think she was so faithful that she relied on her trust and what God had spoke to her and her husband
Though she was faithful and trusting she had had a long travel and was very exhausted and had not even performed birth yet so when she arrived in Bethlehem on a donkey after a long travel and in active labor she may have also been so exhausted that she was weak and not holding up on the donkey from exhaustion also so all she wanted to do was find a place to give birth to her baby
After trying several places time had come that she was going to give birth and she still had nowhere to do it so you gotta imagine the fear and worry of am I gonna make it to somewhere for the birth of this baby and not only for Mary bug also for Joseph for he was doing all he could to keep her comfortable and attend to her attention and needs and he also didn’t have an answer where they would birth this child for there was nothing for them to use and they were running out of time
They did find a manger where they had the only option to deliver in the time of Jesus birth so already stressed out they now had to stress over birth in a manger which was the only place they could find and at that time they didn’t have a doctor to help and they were new parents so I’m sure you can imagine the panics They must have been going through especially Mary all they could do was to rely on their faith and trust God so they settled as well as they could into this lonely old manger trying to get as comfortable as they could get in straw and hay
If you have ever lay in straw or hay you can know how it pokes you and sometimes pokes so hard it hurts
Mary never giving birth before and having to lay in this hay I’m sure affected her fear of delivering the baby and maybe held it longer than it should have taken because of her emotional stability and fears
Labor in itself with us having doctors can sometimes already take long for some women even in these days
Then to have the overwhelming feeling of privacy being exposed as spectators began to come around when they were pretty private people and new time parents could not have helped either for she was in an unfamiliar town did not know anyone or anything around and all these people began to come see the birth for themselves for this was the king
It was like our local news now news spread fast and people came to the birth from all nations to see this special boy
Tonight there will be a Christmas star in the sky just before Christmas in those days they were lead by the Christmas star and the sun and other natural ways of knowing how to get to where they were going they did not have GPS or compass then so they had to rely on what they had been told and heard that the king was born in a manger below the Christmas star and follow the star to Jesus birth definitely nog easy unless you’re a bounty hunter like days now
This gift we’ve been given is most precious gift of all and one that will always remain
Reminding us of the love God has for all of us and in sending his only son to change our lives forever with this story to remind us to hold onto our faith and trust in him that he will guide us and be our journey
Romance drifting in the winds The winds like a tornado Hearts beating fast As his hand runs along my shoulders Sensational kisses he lays upon my neck As I squirm and rumble Under his soft firm touch The gentleness of his fingers His kiss nibbling my ears With silent breathing whispers He begins to remove my clothes As he lays upon my breasts Caressing my cleavage of my bustled chest As I become weak and lifeless in shallow ecstasy I surrender myself As he goes deep into my soul Then thinner thrusts begin In gentle slow motion at first Then becoming faster and more plunging I begin to lament in seductive romance Fondling begins as expressions Nestled in each other’s arms Strokes of the temptation Strokes of the touch beginning the experience As we cuddle and massage each other’s pudendum Breathless I fill in the air As he goes still deeper Then the thrust becomes more steadily heavy And we have a simultaneous release As we snuggle close in ecstatic ecstasy and wonder No other experience could out flow that feeling afterwards In that erotic grasp of pleasure
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