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Your so fast to speak and spread words
Your even quicker to judge
you always observe all within everyone else’s life
while you pick out all perfection in your own
Should you find all the weak links of me combined in you
then maybe we may sit down and speak
you think all your gossip fills the air with the true words
when really you live outside the true picture within and you spread your words of lies.
in my eyes your just not worth the life, the time, or the words said
your not even worth being a friend.
what friends walks away and deny’s
Try to find the strength within me and not just that in you
then maybe you may find the weak links you see in me within you as well
you always find time to search what seems so word filled for you to create lies
Although you never search so deep to find in me my strengths
only what fills your tongue of all that forms your lies
with the weak links within me
So when you’ve found my weakest links in me in you
please come back again and then let me know.
It was a day as any other day
So I thought as I may
I awoke to do just what I needed to throughout my busy scheduled day
I awoke to a day without the load
Piles rising high scattered across the frames of the floor
rising higher yet then ever before
as I had procrastinated and delayed my worst putting off what I had no time there for
awaking to once again begin my clean
learning this day was a day without the load
With my clothes soiled and dirty and lying around mad
I was desperate for one full load
Used to washing at least six in a day
to here washing none and nothing clean…
It was boggling and blowing my mind out of frame as my day went wacky unable to clean
Making me mad and unsteady in daily life
making me crazy, a freak full of dismay and strife
looking for a place to hide away.
This was the day I awoke with no load
it’s making me loose my mind.
The day I awoke without the load
They say ask for what you need, talk out what is on your mind and bothering you from deep inside. Yet when you move your lips to speak what is on your heart,soul and mind speaking from Sep within. They say you’ve gone mad and it’s all a figment of your mind. That your head is playing with you from within. You know the truth however knowing that they all are wrong. You know what you have seen, you know what you have heard. Not fantasy of your mind at all. You know it all was real and exists. But what exists? What is it haunting this side of me? What could it be? What is inside with me? Why do they not believe me and only think crazy of me? Why am I just different within their eyes? How is it that I am any different just because I seen something they haven’t? Why am I the crazy one. Why am I lame? I did not create this life, I am not to blame, so don’t put me to shame. I didn’t make this worldly design. I ask again what could it be? I tell you honestly… it’s not me as you may believe.