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About J. Palmer

Living under the wings of God and the angels around me keeping me going and safe. Sharing the love of Christ.

Light The Fire, A Dream You And Me

Light the fire
dim the lights
close your eyes
dream a dream of me
there by your side

Dream of me holding your hand
running my fingers through your hair
slowly kissing your face
making love being the best it could ever be

Light the fire
dim the lights
close your eyes
Now think of me
I may not be there for real,
but in spirit I am always with you
it is not a dream
In spirit we can both feel the truth
It is no longer a dream
Not any figments of the imagination that we see
Now it’s just you and me

 
 

She Is Me

She loves you like crazy
Her eyes are as beautiful as the skies
Her heart is as big as any space could be

When she sees you before her
Her heart begins to flutter like no other
Her lips when she speaks are as quiet as the rain
Her voice is as exotic as a tropical flower from a distant island

Her fingers are as smooth as silk
Her skin as soft as the willows of a willow tree
She is everything I’ve see her to be
She is me

 
 

Just Believe

Somebody’s getting married there hope is no longer a dream
A baby is being born across town
Brought into a new family
The bride and groom are nervous not knowing what tomorrow holds

A guy live on a cot or the street with nowhere or no home
Animals becoming abandoned with love broken in faith

A girl getting beat finding out that she had bad taste in guys
While another learns she I pregnant as a single mother or a out of control teen

All of these hold true with many a time no where to go or no one to help
It’s the thing we call life

Bottom line don’t run and hide
Life is sometimes tough
It holds tomorrow in it’s hand not always the answer we seek
That’s okay, don’t give up
Just believe

 

These Were The Good Old Days

The good old days
Family ties, Full house, Doogie Houser MD, Mr. Ed the talking horse, and I Dream of Jeanie
These were the days of peace, love and respect
These were the good old days

Friends helping friends
Unity and honesty
These were the good old days

The days of they’re great!! When tony the tiger shared breakfast with you
And snap, crackle, pop was the morning music to your ears
These were the good old days

When the eye games were Where’s Waldo and the game system games were legand of Zelda, Where in the world is Carmen Sandiego, Gauntlet, and Prince of persia and the original Mario brothers, and Street fighter
These were the good old days

When friends didn’t let friends drink and drive and you always had a friend in Pennsylvania. Where there was no texting while driving and roads were safe
These were the good old days
When the favorite kids shows were reading rainbow, Fraggle Rock, and rainbow bright
Now where have these good old days gone

The favorite show of all times for everyone was Happy Days, Who’s the boss, and Lavern and Shirley
These were the good old days
They have slimmed to none and waisted away passing us by
These days were the good old days long ago but not so much today

 
 

A Lost Love

Do you remember when you were alone and blue
That’s when I came into your life and believed in you
You gave me hope and I fell for you
I gave you hope and lit up yourself

However things fell and turned up and down
Now we are believing in faith to see each others light
Time is eating up everything we have
I find myself inside myself missing you like never before
Waiting and hoping you’ll come walking through that door

Unsure if you still may believe
Living on the hope that you had once seen
You tell me everything will be alright
But with no intimacy and having you by my side it is so much harder to believe

Silence words as days go on by
Seeing myself desperately longing for you to show just how you feel
Unsure what really is happening with us as we are finding myself often in a cry
It’s been too long and still nothing has come
You said that we would become one till the day one of us dies
Yet forever I have waited and no such has come my way
It’s hard to hear what one can not see
Are we true or lost in another stray day

A fairy tale is how it seems
With you saying we’re real and to try to believe
In my heart I try yet there has never been anytime
So at night I stray and begin only to cry
We use to love each other and be so tight
Now it’s like we were never meant as we had seen
A lost love is what it feels like instead
A lost love gone down in the deep abyss
Only a lost love is what I can see
As of this whole vision was all just a dream instead

 
 

How I Feel About You And Me

A big red heart I give to you
Showing you that my love is true
Not one filled with chocolates but one I send you with a key to open the door to see the inside oft real feelings for you

There is not questioning hidden behind the dark corners
All the space you can see is filled and filed with you and me

My one true love I hope and pray that you will be
That we’ll be happy just you and me
To spend forever into nothing but eternity
Growing old together yet in the fountain of youth in the love we share forever more

I’ll hold on to the day that I die and try to show you just how I feel always about you and me

 
 

The Day Of Independance

Living your life with independence ahead
The growth of a child turning to man
Not one thing holding you back
The ribbon you see is your own purple heart
You’ve climbed and performed and moved up ahead
You’ve gained your own medals and made your own bed

You’ve grown along gaining strength and closing your eyes to Leave all the negatives behind
Today is the day of independence and freedom making you a man
Reliving your very own faults you’ve made previously as mistake
Leaving it hind and behind in one final handshake.

 
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Posted by on July 4, 2012 in Poetry, Uncategorized

 

Life With A Migraine

Sharp stabs intensify and throb among my head as my mind swells
Pulsing and pulsing

Pain coming in hard
Eyes draining themselves for all it is they can do to focus and try to see

The tingling begins
Numbing overtakes my entire body
As I begin to feel heavy and was unable to get thru my day.

Throbbing pain beginning to intensify still while light bothers the inner of my eyes

My body feeling so numb and weak
to even lift a finger
Lightheaded and dizzy I begin to fall to my feet
Nausea and vomiting begin to set in

Slurred speech and confusion frustrating more.
Life living with a migraine
Is what my days see almost any given day

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God Will Keep Me Safe

You can shove me
You can push me
You can hurt me
you can bruise me

Though you can not take my
Courage, honor and self esteem from me

You can threaten me
You can beat me
You can talk me down and try to drive me

But I will keep my soul strong
I will keep my head up high
I will stay strong and content in my faith

You will not be my last dieing thing in my life
I will live and stay
I will fight for my sanity, my name, and my children

No matter how hard you beat and bruise me I will stand tall and high
I will remain firm in my words that I say
I will say goodbye to the abuse you throw in my face

I will push ad keep it away
I will fight to keep it off the streets
Bruises heal
Souls and minds don’t
Once they die they are gone forever
I will not let my spirit die
I will not let you burn me down inside

Your words mean nothing
My life is my everything
God is my guide to lead me in the right way upon the right day
God will keep me safe

No matter how much you put me thru and how bad you beat and bruise me God will keep me safe
God will hold me strong
God will never let me down
He will keep me alive and well still

He will fill me deep inside
with a strong will he will hold my hand
He will keep me standing on my two feet where I felt a lack and began to fall

God will keep me safe
He will not let me astray
He is my foundation holding me down
He will not let me die by someone else’s strong hands

You think you can beat and bruise me
God will let me live instead
He will turn and shame your little selfless head
God will keep me safe

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Posted by on June 27, 2012 in Abuse/Beating, Love, Poetry, Uncategorized

 

Song Of My Heart

Bringing joy to my soul
Making me whole
Brining a smile to my face
Bringing out a song from my heart

Everyone knowing that you are mine
Always showing the time
Never blowing me off
You show out your pure true love

Bringing smiles on my face
You hold me tight in my own place
Never holding back
Never running away
Never giving up
Making me have everything I’ve ever asked for

You are my unveiling forever love
Angel given from above
Given to show me again true love

Not to walk away
Not to begin to stray
Not to give up this love that you hold onto so dear
Letting out of the song from my heart for you to hear everywhere

 
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Posted by on June 26, 2012 in Love, Poetry, Uncategorized