You lye in your bed intently focusing on what you could have done

your heart aching and breaking with each acusation that he lyes upon you

with no understanding of the reasoning of why

When you try to openly discuss it, he pushes you away

Saying nothing but a shameless goodbye

What is it about most men that makes them tend to back away and shut down

I am not nasty or mean

I just try to understand where people come from in what they think and also try to be foward and honest so they can learn me

this is why I must admitt, I love him

but yet I hate and despise him as a man

why must he always start with me

why can’t he just be kind and open with me

will this man ever really leave me alone or will it be like this all along

A women can’t even focus and think and wants not even to see him or talk to him when he does this

everytime they are around each other it’s nothing but hatered and never love

What do I do I never know

he begins yet each time with never a reasoning behind his thinking

it’s just acusation without reasoning