I am writing this letter to myself in hopes that my life could soon be changed It’s just past one year now since your mom had died
there are so many things I see in you that you saw in her
things you see that have made you cry
like missing her and other things you have seen that give you and dad laughs because even he sees the same similarity or reminder that you feel she’s left behind.
Your thirty-three now and yourself and the kids are growing older
yet its funny how she passes and you feel as if you are her at times with things you see that she left behind
you’ve begun to realize all the similarties the two of you actually did have in common as you never had before eventhough you thought the two of you were two total opposites.
I will right you once more again in about one year and then once again in about five sometime lets try to see the change.
I hope that God will soon bless you and the children as well as your life.
In one year they will be seven,six, and four and will understand and learn alot more
So hopefully you will soon be able to close that bad door in theirs and your own life.
Bringing a better tommorrow to your name and sometime in the near future you should soon be making a move.
Hold tight to your life and try your hardest to make it worth something big.
In another five years more
hopefully you should have a new open door in that new tame life and the kids will become then twelve,eleven, and nine leaving a bit more freedom for thine.
Much older than
they surely would understand than and things will be more sensative to them.
So the faster you get this all tied down the easier life will be for the three and for you.
Mom loved you she’d want nothing but the best of the best for you.
I know i would love and you would love best to try to make her happy weather she were still here or not.
Good luck, and I shall check in again soon. For now go rest and remember this note.
Letter to myself