Monthly Archives: March 2011

What would you do if you awoke to another ordinary day as every other day and with no warning your whole life was like it was erased from your embrace. I think if it were me part with in me would be happy and free showing me a new direction to start fresh again in areas I may have seen lacking of happiness and relief although I probably would also see some sadness as the things in life important to me or that had made me happy may have been the things wiped out of my life for eternity or close to forever but that is Just my imaginations of what could have been with me giving me somewhat of a fresh start and second chance

I look at this world today and can not even really imagine the what life is of today there would be just too many with over hundreds and possibly by the thousands dead or missing I can not even fathom it in reality because there is no way to it wasn’t me
Though my heart goes out to all the many affected and worries about the friends and family that we know or have who live there who are affected by it first hand while i hurt still for those others unrelated who are suffering in pain or in their own worry or even over loss that they have been part of a tsunami and an earthquake of 8.9 many killed and an entire train missing this is all something I feel their pain there screams of terror and fears and I pray for good cause and families torn apart or lost this is sad to hear then for it to come so near as far to the US west coast where there are people I care about and I know it brings in my own fears as I worry about them all from right here and nowhere near

its sad yea but it is fact, life, and real and it is something that God or Satan left in our lane of life to make us see whether it be to be learned from or to be known and grow from we will learn and know in good time but Father God for now until we know why bless those who still have life, touch those who lost important people loved ones and families heal the sick,injured and hurt, find the many who are lost and give back the true importance of the needy who lost all the small they had. Most of all lord bring back unity and serenity into the world and let not hearts be hardened or burdened by this but let some good come from beyond. Be with your planet in time of grievance and disparity and help it make all stronger then. For I can not even think what this life is like to have all your life that you have ever seen and known washed and ripped from beneath your feet in life within. For this life shook by an earthquake and Tsunami.

dedicated to all that felt it, experienced it, took part in it or were alive to see this part of history formed that day on Friday March,11 2011

May God bless all.

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Have you ever looked at a basket of fruit

it’s like no matter what size or shape the basket of fruit is

it always looks so perfect

every curve and straight line is fit just in place

also every displayed fruit basket is almost always used in a capture contrast

in photography or artistic  drawing

it’s almost always so delicious to look at in beauty

within drawing or photo that you almost never want to eat any of the fruit

you just would rather keep it as the still life beauty that it already is

this stunning extravagant still item

an item that fits any small empty space needing just a little something extra to fit the spot

Have you ever wondered if there were a spirit for your every need in life

If there were a spirit for every need in your life

 we probably wouldn’t need the help of a counselor or a shrink

 if we had just that one spirit who could lend us that little extra helping push

just think

if we had a headache that just would not ease

 we’d just say headache spirit please remove it away

if we had a friend in need we could just say

friend spirit please help my friend today

it’s easy to believe in a dream when it’s not there

but then to believe that these answers can be requested of God

that these simple answers  can be answered thru him

life isn’t so easy anymore

why can we always fill a simple void with an imaginary filler

however  it’s harder to put jesus christ in that same void 

but then trying to ask for that need to be met is impossoible to actually do the same

seems to me life sometimes could be real lame

try to think of Christ as that simple spirit

There are times in life where we have our ups and downs

weather we have our friends around or not

life travels many different roads

sometimes it can roll round and round like a rollercoaster

while other times it just travels up and down

throwing blocks within your path

giving life it’s own life’s turbulance

things in life we may see but we may not understand

things we may feel right but may not take the right path

life’s turbulance is a ride all it’s own

pay attention and follow your to tracks try to stay clear of life turbulance

In each persons life lives a persons dream

In this simple dream we see this persons life

we see the dreams they have and create into one song

they have all the words and dreams put into this lifesong

each dream forming another piece into their life

creating your only lifesong in life

the song which God placed within your life when he created you to be you

Her colors so bright and brilliant that they come out like neon shimmering in the sun

her pattern so bold that it stands out within a crowd

her destinct design that is like no other

as she wraps herself up within her own web she looks like an amazing work of art

then her release to open her webbed cacoon and invision the new moon as her new light

as she sees the light of the night she sits upon a branch to rest in it’s sight

when the sun comes out again in day she flutters gently upon it’s breeze

tiptoeing on to each little flower or tree

within the spotlight of everyones gazeing at her amazing beauty

she flitters and floats over ever flower and hedge taking new hights each day

In my bed I lay awake
another sleepless night at stake
tossing and turning until daybreak here in my bed I lye awake
Here I am in daylights rays trying to shade my tired eyes
restless with wonder if your okay
here I lay awake again
seems sleep means nothing more to them
my dark days waisting thru night again while I watch the shadows among us growing as light approaches into day another sleepless night for me while light fills the sky my eyes draw more heavy but I still can not reach this sleep that I so do crave
remembering the quiet infants they once were letting you sleep all thru the night catching a nap even thruout the day
you still could do what things that you wanted to with time for you
now they are older and so much changed
there is barely any free time remained
with hope still holding high to my side I try to rest now in the daybreak this is so hard indeed as darkness has left and that OS really what I need. Light keeps me up evenmore as I try to rest my head in this pillow I see as you wolves telling you immediately so goodnight I bid as I remain trying to rest my tiny head I lye hoping to gain some quiet sleep I close my eyes to brake my gaze as I lye wake as beat I can time for me to go to sleep in my bed I lye awake

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You come to slow up letting others make their ways ahead comin upon your turn you evaluate the scene all clear you begin to turn left and start into the lane as you creep on into your full turn out of nowherelike a black lepord he came racing as fast as he could approaching out of nowhere he apeared and came straight at us full in speed just about there not even trying to change speed or slow down or even let us pass he came at us so fast had finally almost finished the turn when thunder rolled and shock hit along with pain scenes of life flashed upon the sky not knowing wheater you shall live or die one last thought of your young kids tears emerge from your eyes as you realize your still alive

climbing from within this aluminum thing you go look at the damage taking pictures of what was done not once does your speed fast lepord check to see if all were okay pulling on down the road off which we turned as we slowly pullover into a driveway next to us off the turn  watching for a minute as dad gets out to walk back to the 4 way I stay taking pictures and shots from the event just claimed

pain growning intense in my shoulder, neck and leg the medics arive  asking me if I am alright answering them honestly in my own fear still they load me onto a gerny with a board and collar taking me in with lights and sirons running tests  of all kinds diagnosis sprained ankle, and sprained shoulder rest for six weeks

and the officer telling my father it’s his fault when it’s clearly not with noone to understand how do I fight this fight with demand when they all are unwilling to hear my stand in an instant when all should have been dead but somehow miracles happened and changed all

with impact that should have happened sooner with my looking him right in his eyes but all changed in fate

although they still won’t listen and hear with no witnesses stepping up to the field to help on the truth

left in pain all alone noone listening to your story here left alone to panic in fear and worry your heart for the rest as well especially you own little girls who you love most of all more than yourself

With stripes so mysterious
a coat so sleek,soft and smooth such design made out so perfect with each line
with such intense power behind one not so tame forgetting at heart that your are not my pet at name
With beauty so common and still yet rare
I would rather watch over you than be in search of a bear
although I like both you are my fame
I would do anything to protect your name
to move in so swiftly and slick
Sneaking and stalking your pray like a hawk
You move in snug to the ground like soldiers at combat in camouflage
while still able to hold and watch your very own back
fighting off others whom try to steel your catch
to feast upon something half your own size
enjoying the meats down to the very last piece left of the bone and hunting for your food training your cub
raising your family like a loyal kind would
While animals of another kind would have walked off and let the cubs fend their very own way
I have put my faith in you as each loyal friend would do. I hope that this letter may save your kind one day
Your one beautifull beast if that is what you are
though I don’t see you as such
I see you as a majestic prince of the forrest and jungle lands side kick of the king himself together helping out live life’s food chains
It all starts at you and works it’s way down making itself throughout woodland,feild,valley,mountain,and town down to each animal and habitat life in each ecosystem and community of life working it’s cycle upon each day and moonlit dark night with cunning help of the friends coyote and wolf becoming a community of this place called tundra
with a disposition all your own the name you are given has a truely a majestic tone
the tiger
a name like no other a ledgand of a legand you have become in a world so frail that nothing is ever certain in life
your life is as majestic as the name but many a time remains on the stakes of life in the wilderness of the earth

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He swims thru the water like a child learning to swim

and stands on two feet to stick his snout out for air

he lyes on his back to bathe in the sun

hiding under rocks and behind plants in safety of the banks

hiding from predators of the waters and nights

with four webbed tiny fingers on each foot it has

 two tiny holes for the tip of his nose

thruout the water he swims as fast as he can

eating the plants and junk of the waters keeping it clean

from sizes small medium and large they can range

and they live in the wild or even as a pet today

you’ll even see him in a book or movie kissing a princess

he is known as a frog

although when I hear frog it reminds me of that which my youth leader once taught  me

FROG is to Fully Rely On God

either frog is a friend and will always be frog till its end