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Love Is In Christ…

I lift my eyes and raise my head
Knowing Jesus is on my life and in my heart
Watching over me all the time
Preparing my every paths for me to follow and choose
Choosing life even when thing go wrong
Still continuing to hold on
Giving all you have to master his plan working hard to make it to your end

Love is…

A wave of fire running within your body as you know Christ’s spirit is within your soul
The b

itterness you try to push away
a

lthough not always getting hold of it to free yourself from this horrible pain
Running your hair over your head you begin to pray
Releasing your heart everyday
Reminding you always of love from above and those who love you as you are in life yet

Love is where the beauty come as someone has put all aside to recognize you just as you are
Where you can just look each other in the eyes no matter how long love is a friend for

life
Love is….

 
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Posted by on June 19, 2011 in Poetry

 

The Sands Of Time

I think about my life…
Trying to understand and fins a meaning of it I just can not sense a thing
With points of anger and pain of the things which hold me back
I only wish that I could change the sands of time
My thoughts unresoluted with the times if why
My life around me falling to shatters
Even into my health itself
Spending many of my days in emergency rooms
Sitting there in the loud mouths of my mind
Watching others around me not understand and moc me like it don’t mean a thing
Saying to my face go home you do not belong here
While in my mind I know that pain and myself and only I and no-one else but just myself
But do they listen hell no back I return in a day or more immediately over same as before
Why do I live this life why did God choose me
Making me live within this sorrow and pain
I wish I could change the sands of time
The pain so intense within my chest
My breathing all the same
Short of breath and my heart racing within my chest
Yet they say you need rest dear you’ve only had panic attack
Feeling pushed off and like that is not true I rest my head laying on my bed only wishing I could change the things here within my life
I wish I could change the sands of time making a new life that would be mine
My very own that no-one knows
Erasing the titles that I have holding me against this blackboard within my life
Erasing my pain and healths in life
Making me better where my faults now linger
With things out of my control I quietly sit and ponder still trying to piece my life together still unable to understand
I sit here wishing that I could only change the sands of time and wishing they all could understand my life or feel my pain
Yet knowing that even I can’t fathom the answers of why
And in pain I sit still and cry
Wishing it all would go and leave
Just wanting to change the sands I live
Knowing that the oak. Has drawn me a cage holding me in I sit by myself to sit and cry
For every day this burden hinders me
Making others not believe
While is sit and witness they’re reactions of disbelief
I wish I could change the sands of time within my life
Then I think I only would understand
Maybe even they as well would see my pain and this life I was given to form my sands of time
I wish I could change my sands of time

 
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Posted by on June 19, 2011 in Poetry

 

Close Your Eyes

Close your eyes and don’t you cry
Close your eyes for it’s alright
Close your eyes and say your prayers
For tomorrow will soon be here
It’s okay tomorrow’s another day
Rest your head and goto sleep
Not a sound and not a peep
No more words just goto sleep for tomorrow is another day
Goto sleep my little one
Goto sleep so has the sun
For the day is all done
Goto sleep and don’t you cry
It’s alright don’t be afraid
Mommy’s here so rest you head
Sleep sound here in your bed
Close your eyes and dream a dream
For tomorrow will bring many a sunrise
Close your eyes
Close your eyes and rest your head
Mommy’s here and always near
Close your eyes as mommy holds you tight
Here I am forever near
Rest your head my sweet child
Time is gone It’s time for bed
Close your eyes It’s alright
Don’t you fear or be afraid
For tomorrow is another day

 
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Posted by on June 19, 2011 in Poetry

 

In Open Arms I wait For You

In open arms I wait for you
Looking over my life
Awaiting our first time with one another
Writing you these words in each and every poem
Gently showing the feeling inside
In open arms I hope to greet you when we finally stand at each others side
living for you and standing still and tall I await for you I’m these open arms first a huge tight hug than comes a kiss
Happy in bliss is what I feel whenever I am truly near you
In open arms I greet and welcome you as my love inside can nolonger hide
Holding you tight I look into your eyes and see within you how pure your love is inside
With open arms I await your arrival to kiss you forever under the moonlit sky
Even when I cry you wipe my very tears aside and tell me It’s okay while deep in my heart I worry and pray
In open arms I smile at you as you smile back letting it go for miles by miles
I still await you with open arms and I forever will until you tell me to go away from your side
In open arms I wait for you

 
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Posted by on June 19, 2011 in Poetry

 

My True Love

My true love knows my thoughts even before I may think them
He always listens both in heart and soul
He stays with me and attends to my every need
Throughout day or night
He keeps me safe and warm on a cold long winters night
He is my dream sent from heavens one open gate
He wakes me in the morning sun
He silently puts me to sleep at night with his nature song
He is my true everything
He makes me truly happy as I’ve never felt before
He builds my walls up keeping the foundation strong with bliss
He stays calm with me even when I am angry and bursting out with nasty and hurtful words
I always depend on him as I know that no matter how I may feel he is always by my side
My true love keeps me going when nothing seems to go my way
My true love is true only for him
As my heart remains pure and open to him
Even if I change my key he still had entry in and remains beside me as my true friend and love
Through the ups and downs he builds me higher and higher keeping me from a turable fall
He puts me on a pedestal and shows me how much he really cares treating like a princess, yet wanting me for his queen
When someone hurts me stabbing me in my back he listens and gives me advice and all the time that I may need to vent
He is truly my everything I have left within my eyes sight
He never wastes my time and always shows me what I need to see to go on
He never leaves me alone he is always with me forever in time

 
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Posted by on June 19, 2011 in Poetry

 

My Guide And Friend For Life

You guide me as I wonder
You lead my sled along the way
you watch my every moment
Even when I stray
You help me find my way
You are my guide who helps me when I feel afraid
You give me the strength to carry on as I feel like I need a cry
You are carry all my hardships and every feeling I have
You bond with me throughout this journey and show me that you care
You make me learn to trust you even when I may fail
A warm embrace you give me even when I feel I don’t deserve this even if I feel ashamed
Together we will always remain as true friends we will always be your loyal and free in life
A friend you are to me
No other friend would be so good and most the times lead to something bad
I give you my whole heart and soul even if it may hurt at times
For I know that you are always with me and I can feel your warmth
The warmth that heats me whenever I may feel cold
It’s like a fire burning and pulling at my soul
You guide me and protect me like any true friend would
You listen when o need to talk or speak when you want me to hear
You are my one companion that I trust and and open up my life
Pouring out all I have when i may need you most
Your ears are always listening even when I have no words
Your eye observe all around me even while I sleep
That is how a wolf protects his pack sometimes even from a distance
He overlooks all failings and respects your every choice
He lets you find the ways even of not always the best
He gives you hope and strength when you feel that you have nothing more to give he pulls you when your over the edge and stands you up when you may fall
The wolf is wise and quiet not to give you two away
He is bonded to the one he chose for a life long journey with thee
He is secret and mysterious even if he is silent
My wolf will always protect me and for this I am truly happy
Be my guide spirit hold me up for life I will always trust in him for my eternity
Giving him all I have with everything that I’ve got
He is my one true friend that I find my peace in everyday
He is my guide and friend for life

 
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Posted by on June 19, 2011 in Poetry

 

Tennessee Is Where I Want To Be

Tennessee is where I want to be
Holding onto you forever
Fulfilling my every dreams of you and making it big with my poetry and singing
With you holding me in your arms and giving you my everything
Can’t you see how much you really mean
Can’t you see my true words
I am more than what you ever have seen
I want to ride with you amongst the early morning sunlight riding on a white horse as beautiful as an angel
I want to be your one true girl
I want to be your forever cowgirl
Riding under the setting sun out into the subtle moonlit sky
Sitting and waiting for you under the start of the moonlight
Waking under the sunshine each day we have together
Even after death I will stand right here holding onto our dreams and remaining true to you for you are my life and my everything
Tennessee is where I am meant to be
Tennessee is my dream I live for
Soon I will be in his heart soul and arms
He is special and Tennessee is calling to me for him to be by my side
Tennessee is where it all happens and dreams come true
Tennessee is where I truly want to be
Holding fast to you and us
Knowing it will be soon
But not soon enough
I will have to wait till the comments come falling right into life in Tennessee
I want to be with you all for my life and my dream
We have come this far no matter how hard or easy it may be
Together we have all the love that we need to keep us growing strong

 
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Posted by on June 19, 2011 in Poetry

 

Footprints In The Sand

Footprints in the sand I see
Looking back they follow me
Living a past we do not know
Into future that we dream to know
Footprints in the sand I see
Living life on the edge each day
Growing fast as we havei
Disappearing in your mind at things
Finding the place of strategies and theory as a place of your mind you see footprints getting washed away by crashing waves upon the smooth of the sand
Like the past belonging to thee
In the sand of hope and giving awaiting relief and grace with the
Respecting each other to live happy and free for with this life the lord carries me
Renewing my that I once had but lost along the way
Spending meditation to clear my mind
As souls are lost among the other sides
You try to build your foundation strong and standing high
footprints in the sand I see relentless to move on ahead for this is their struggles in life
Turning around to run and flee
Coming back to try again
Footprints in the sand I see
Looking back they follow me
Living a past we do not know
In future that we do not know
Along life walk God carries thee
Helping make paths that you begone to see
Footprints in the sand I see
Lifes biggest trial of holding on to sanity of mind they can not always see making man hold fast upon thee of what sanity he has within as life is hard and still in life we live to restore that which we most felt comfortable and free
Sitting upon the bliss of the foundation God created for the

 
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Posted by on June 12, 2011 in Poetry

 

In A World Of No Peace

Lost in a world where there is no peace.
You trust someone so much but then they turn and stab you in the back
You feel as if your world is coming to an end
You even gain some friend and loose some friends
You take a breath of sigh and hurt living life alone
Where jobs are scarce and hopes are lost
You know no barrier rescue at your side
You give and help to safe and happiness but even the happiest does not always satisfy ones life he lives each day that comes
The time is dull and broken in time as the life we live gets harder each day
This is life what can I say
The life we live everyday
Getting overwhelmed at times
So overwhelmed that we take our own life
This is not the way life should be
Although it is yet we never know the way each time life is tough but we hold on
Making life best as we can
In a world of no peace and war

 
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Posted by on June 12, 2011 in Uncategorized

 

Thinking Back To June

Thinking back to June when all seemed once alright just before the things went all wrong
Thinking back to June when all the future and dreams were just within sight, now everything is shadowed by a crescent half moon and full twilight
Thinking back to June when I had trusted all the words I heard
Now I do not know words that are real to words that are framed
Thinking back to June when love was all we lived our lives to fulfill and now we just sit trying to focus and stand tall
I rethink June when I was once happiest and now sit in somber and try to create this accidental puzzle trying to hold onto my very own muzzle
Thinking back to June when I once loved you most now I look and fear our love
Thinking of June when we embraced each other so tight
Now our embrace is a tight rope on a line yet I know that you are mine
Thinking of June and how happy we were wondering now what happened and are we still there
Thinking of June of the day o dreamt….of the day we were to be together when all somehow fell apart
Thinking of June when you are still forever here within my heart
Thinking of June and how I still love you throughout all we have been and I remain here for you wishing it were June again when all felt right and no sights of wrongs where dreams were formed and hearts were pure
Thinking of June wishing on it again, when health was not limited or confined tieing one down to one simple line
Thinking, thinking, thinking of June I love you.

 
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Posted by on June 10, 2011 in Uncategorized