Hands trembling, fingers tapping
Breathing fast
Blood rushing throughout their veins

Your heart pounding against your chest
Pulsing with every beat

Hot sweats start in and adrenaline begins
You become figety and jittery
As you begin the taping of a pen

You sit back and listen
still trying to relax
Listening to the silence
feeling all alone the only sound around is the whirring of a fan

The interview begins
While you quietly pray
You listen to his questions
Unsure of what to say or reply
You only pray it be all words of good that you honestly say

Still racing as you sit there in that seat you can do nothing more but await the next question he has in store

Hating this nerve racking uncomfortable feeling
You sit in silence
So honestly intense

Your nerves begin making you jittery and stutter your speech with each and every sentence which you try to speak

Impossible…
You say to yourself
With a moment to think
Telling yourself you failed
Saying with lack of words so that no one hears
You say there’s no way that they’ll choose me

Yet a still smaller voice with a loud whisper says shut up now..don’t talk like that

One small flicker of a flame in your heart holding on and holding you tall

You tell yourself
keep hope dear, no worries here
We are still in the running
Stay very near

So patiently you sit back and continue to respond as you slow you slow your breathing
and hold on to that remain one tiny flame of hope nestled so deep within

In hopes that this one tiny flame will hold on strong enough to keep on its own feet
Keeping in front running for the spot

Okay…relax…
Your almost done here
You’ve made it this far don’t bail out now

Weather you win or loose
Your already suceeding by being here

Either way good or bad
This will shed some light upon your next path or door

Good luck
I think as I focus and pray that all I have said and done will have favor on me
Knowing in the end God will provide a way

I tell you this is all normal
With any interview or meeting that you may attend

Although I must admitt I do not remember such an intensity last time the interview and I met

Wow! Ease up on me some…
You don’t understand
This feeling of intense is bringing me to meet the uncomfortables at hand

Reminding myself one more time I as I say…Stay focused and relaxed all will be okay, and in the end it was and I pulled thru strong.

No matter if I win or loose I am still holding strongest number one for me