Author Archives: J. Palmer

With wings of diamonds so beautiful

that spread as far as a sea and beyond

hair that is long silk and curly

wearing a beautiful white dress

as wind blows throughout her hair

a smile that shine’s all over earth

 showing light and love everywhere she goes

knowing of the words before anyone else does

a messanger of God to help people know the way

guiding them down paths they never would of thought of

to lead them to the paths of good

keeping them in the light away from the shadows of the dark and night

beautiful even more as ever before

each year staying the same

never aging a day always the same

leading you each day till the end of time

when all will fall and then there will be nothing more

As the sun rises on the horizon you are sitting on the bench upon the sand.The sea at it’s high peak pushing shells ashore. You look above the horizon and see a pod of dolphins playing just amongst the breakers. Watching them in awe you sit and Just stare watching their play diving deep into the waves and others jumping just off shore. Then off beyond the dolphins at play you see many a boats on this beautiful day. With the sun rising and shining bright you can see a shimmer on the big wide open sea. Looking like a reflection of the shining on ahead you sit in mellow upon your bench. Fisherman come over the dunes to see if they could catch a bite today. While down the beach there are some children rerunning in play upon the sand. Lifegaurds are blowing their whistle at those who are not observing the beach rules.  People running at the edge of the waves practicing and gaining their daily excersise. Such a beautiful day today as the sun rises past the horizon in many colors of random reds, yellows and pinks with some purple edges splattered thruout with a mix of blue and whites. No clouds in the sky today as you sit in sollitude on the bench today. You begin to hear the crashing waves amongst the shoreline and Seagulls overhead. Still watching the fishermen you try to see how well finishing seems to be as you think of getting your very own rod together to throw out to sea wondering what there could be out there in the mellow sea. One fisherman brings in a skate you see most likely fishing will be nothing today.  Wondering when the blues will run as you haven’t seem them in a very longtime. You sit back and ponder where they could be. After a day of sitting in the sun you begin to need rest and food now. For you have had a long long day. You need food as your beginning to feel dehydration setting in with not a drop of water at your side. Your stomach starts to rumble as you have been out all day and it is time for lunch now. You pack up your flip flops, your book and key then head to the car to find somewhere to eat. With a wonderful day at sea you tell yourself after lunch it’s time to rest finish up and head home to take a slight nap. Returning home you put down your stuff heading into bed to lay your sweet little head upon you soft fluffy pillow. Once you begin to rest you dream about your day and then in wonder of what tommorrow may bring.

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There once was a dog named jewel

this dog was named jewel

this dog had gotten the name jewel from miners while he was just a pup

Jewel had protected and rescued many miners within the mines

 She was also able to sniff out any jewels within the mine before any miners could

Jewel had always been a special dog and everyone knew it

with a copper and red sleek coat

she’d stay out in the sun at the entrance of the mine like a burning fire embracing the night sky

as she grew older from a pup she had gotten wounded herself in the mines

when the miners said their goodbyes and took her in to the hospital to turn her into them as a stray that she had been

the hospital cleaned her wounds and recovered her health and depressed heart

 she was no longer able to run the ruins of the mines anymore from the injuries that she sustained

however when she was all better the hospital put Jewel up for rescue and adoption

soon after a father and his young boy came into the hospital to stop by to see what pups they could take home

searching the announcements for several prospects looking for good homes

they came across Jewels and immediately fell in love with her

together they knew she was the puppy for them

especially for the little boy to have again a new friend and companion

which this was very important to his father for he had just not long before lost his mother

so they set in an application to give Jewel the best care and good loving home that she had needed to go home somewhere

not even a week had passed when the phone had rung and the young boy picked it up suddenly before his father could do so

answering he said “Hello, you there?”

on the other end a women responded “yes” is this the Williams?

the boy answered “I get daddy hang on”

with that his father took the phone and in a subtle calming voice replied “Hello, Willas Williams here”

the women on the other end said “hello mr Williams, this is the animal hospital calling”

“Sir did you put in an application for  adoption of a young pup?”

with an excited and hope filled voice he replied “yes”

the women then interrupted and said “we got and read your profile adoption application and  we feel that you are the best fulfilled candidate for Jewels”  she continued “Jewels is a very special and wonderful pup who came from a world of stories and history”

“Mr Willas when could you come get her”

with excitement still in his voice he replied

“right now, we’ll come immediately”

looking at his young son he hung up the call

the boy asked “Daddy what’s going on”

his father replied “Son get your coat on we have to take a run into town”

doing as his father had asked he ran for his coat and then to the truck

his father climbed in and began the ignition

 not saying a word for he had wanted to surprise his boy

as they approached the hospital the father said

“I thought we’d go take a ride into town to see how the adoption was doing”

not letting the boy in on the fact that was what the phone call was

when they approached the desk the women behind the counter said

“hello, may I help assist you with something”

Mr. Willas Williams responded

 “yes we’d like to see how Jewel is coming along”

“we’d like to take her home”

the boy said “Pa are you sure we can do that”

with a wink and a twinkle in his eyes he looked down at his son and said

“you’ve got to believe son”

as he told his son those words the women returned and said

“Mr. Willas I just need you to sign some small forms, it’s protocol for every adoption case”

when he had finished the papers the clerk replied

“here you go Mr. Willas she is all yours. please enjoy your new addition”

as she then handed Jewel over to Mr. Willas Willams

The boy terrifically excited said

“dad does this mean she is ours”

The father replied “she is ours son”

together the now three Williams returned home with their new jewel

from that day forth the boy was happier than ever

and had forgotten how depressed and  lonely he had been from the loss of his mother

his father felt accomplishment and satisfaction for he had done exactly what he had gone out to do

to find a new friend and companion for this little boy who had missed his mom so

no matter where the boy went Jewel always remained nearby and at his side protecting this boy in every way

 the two lived happily ever after as best friends

Mr. Willas was proud and relaxed as his son was definitely once again happy

You bring me up when I am down

you help to turn my views of life around

you see thru me like noone does

you make happy when I am sad

you give me compfort when I need you most

you complete me where I have fine line cracks seperating my inner person

you complete me like no one else can

you bring the sun to me even if there is rain

you erase my sadness making me wake up

you give me company when I am lonely

you let me cry on your shoulder when I need a good cry

you give me a hug when I can nolonger cry

you brighten my day in every way

you are my everything

you are my life long dream

you hold onto the love I have

keeping it locked away

where you only hold the key

for no one else to enter in

you understand me when no one else can

you are a frien when I need a friend

what better could I ask for in life that you

we can discuss anything with no mis communication

you are angel i need

your my true one and only

I think of you each day

With my heart filled with sad song

watching from a window

of a computer screen just to follow how you are doing

you’re a tiny soul so young

with such a tiny brain

your live you were given in such a sad shame

they’re not giving you long only four to six weeks more in time

I sit here wondering what your last days you will have shall be

there is never a single day that I don’t wonder and pray for you to have still another day

In search of peace

there’s not much I know about neuroblastoma

but what things I have read and seen are a sure shame for any little life it’s seen

Life in itself is hard enough

then to give a life-like you’ve lived is not one that I could even try to imagine

You are so young with such a big heart

so many have loved you throughout time thus far

they will continue for much longer ever more I am sure

what will your last wish be I wonder

I wish there were more to be done

but somewhere very soon you’ll see the real sun shining brighter than ever than it ever has before

where then you will become a real man and be there with him

with your eternal life then

I know than you will be happier than ever you have been so far

and the people you love and who love you most will be satisfied

as never before as they will then realize that you are suffering no more

no more tears will be shed from that day on for they will know that you have settled safe with him

there at God’s right hand to lay your final rest down next to him

by his feet there you will stay as he then will care for you as he always had everyday before

rest little man you have outstood a good life and your story of love and hope will always live on

living on in all those who knew you best

loving you thru each step that you faced

helping you to have overcome and  outlive this new name in fame

doing nothing more than just being in search of peace

with love and stronger hope for all

Trey Love

a subtle name in my local community

facing the battle with

neuroblastoma

so young in time

you’ve truly outlived that name telling your story all so far

for everyone to learn and know

you’ve opened doors of hope for others

who are facing your same tragic needs

 from this horrible monster of disease

who live their lives still in search of peace

rest easy tiny child you’ve done enough

it’s time for your rest so you will finally feel your best

When you have thought you finally made it
But then your takes a big blow
You look at it through your innocent eyes not knowing where to go
With things you just don’t understand
Sometimes not even knowing who people are
Not even knowing yourself
You try and try to make sense of it all but find it only fizzles out
Having thoughts you don’t dare think and facts that you dread with visions of the future events you may not want to believe
Dreams you can’t always see
This is the reality
No matter how many times you try to push it all away
It Just returns hitting you even harder in the face
You learn to face the fact of reality
Push to conquer your dreams
Look for hope in the future of the things that you have seen
Thinking of logic reasoning to try and solve life mysteries
Living life day to day
In search of a better way
Not always finding answers or relief right away
But moving forward to ones safe place knowing you have made it this far
Celebrating and excepting even things you don’t understand
Creating your place where you stand
This is reality
This is reality

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Hush little one
Daddy’s here
No need to cry
Close your sleepy eyes
You have had a good day and have finally waken up
May God bless your tiny soul and let you rest some more
for Lord know’s you need your rest as any child does
You are safe in daddy’s arms
no need to cry
You’ve had a rough journey living kinda in coma for the past few days but now you are safe
again soon you can play but no tiny one you just need to rest
there is always time for play in another day
Daddy’s there and he’s holding you tight

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With every breath I take I feel my chest get tighter. It is as if someone is holding me down. Although o am not even lying down. I see my life flashing before my eyes. As fear takes over my mind. I don’t feel safe for the time I can’t breath, while I long and await him to be by my side. If he were here holding me then I could breath even if really couldn’t. Like a wind tunnel is the way of my lungs as I fight each day just to breath. Even with my airway filled my mouth remains open trying to get the air as my chest gets tight and like a dieing balloon still loosing It’s air regaining my fear. Like suffication taking me over it continues to get even more complicated.  This is my life not one I chose but the one I have to live and deal with. Remaining fighting the fight of being unable to breath.

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