A coming of a new dawn
When days of earth are soon done
Bringing forth a new day
Rising flowers dew away
The breezes singing to a wheeping willow
As shadows find the sun
Opening this new day with many surprises and creating a golden gate of fame from the chosen one
Where life brings in many surprises and fills the day with light
Then comes down the night
Silently in solitude to build this cycle again
Creating dark all around hiding the evils which lurk
And clearing the day of all its happenings that settle themselves in each nook and crany beneath and letting the night fall where silence takes the form of all and manifests noise again next day formed again
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A New Day
A Show
Listening to the silence within I begin to see beyond this minds eye
From earth to fear processing prevails
Not knowing what move is there and if there is nothing left
My mind racing in a silent breeze
As my life is on a twisted path along a windy rollercoaster ride
My mind not set and left to ready. Is this horrible place ever gonna ever end
It feels like it will haunt and shame me for ever more
Yet I don’t even know why I am to the blame
Suffering the pain of each burning flame
My inner minds are put in full drains
Will this truly ever fully end
My life is laim and not a good friend well, seems to be all just a horrible show
The Way Our Kids Dream
It’s dark and lonely in the deep cold night
The wolves outside howling at the gleam of the moonlight
The damp cool air hitting my face like a cool passing breeze after a storm
You hear silence and the hum of the air conditioner by my side
Alone and things running within my head while trying to rest in the comfort of my bed
With time running slim and nothing at hand
My hearts willing to chance the changes
My heart claimed one one soul man as my eyes seek what truth are around dew around me dripping like rain and rolling like marbles off each leaf and petal It’s dark and damp in the cold cold night
Here alone I sit and dream
Your dreaming has only just begun dreaming of love on what youve got inside of you mom
Thinking of when she first believed. I think we should let here alone. I sit and think of the ways our kids dream
I'm Looking Up I'm Looking Down
I’m looking up and looking down
Along this path in life I have found I’m looking up, I’m looking down,I’m finding my way across this mangled ground. Your smiling face is all around. I am looking up and looking down
This mangled ground all around
The evil lurking around every bend and turn
The shadows hiding your disfigured spirit wounded indeed
The shiners lighting your way
Leaving choices that I am afraid to make undecided because of fear of the unknown future coming behind with this upside down life of mine I’m looking up, I’m looking down,I’m finding my way across this mangled ground. Your smiling face is all around.
You take away all my worries and shadow my fears
Making all bothering me within shine again making me feel safe.
Waiting In Doubt
I lay in my bed at night with tears in my eyes lying there and crying
Trying hard to cleanse my mind
Each thought brought out by each situation in life
Wanting you resting in my arms and by my side
You having all the power and time to come and find me
Knowing the digits designed for me and 601 at the hands and feet beneath me
But here I still lay alone at night with you not by my side as I would like
Keeping me wondering within the night will we make it throughout this life
With bread in our hands and something to eat
Water to drink and wash ourselves again the next day
Waiting to see the sun shining the next day
Everyday waiting in doubt and hope to be in your life
Watching all the holidays and even your birthday pass me by and by
Not once being with you and amongst your eyes sight
Everynight another cry remaining in love with what feels sometimes more like a fantasy than life
But I remain in my hopes and faith knowing that God has his ways even if they make no sense and will find a way
So I search for the next brighter day where a rainbow meets earth soil and smiles down on me.
Just For Your Birthday
Though I may not be with you I sit here in awe as I sense and feel you
Having a silence about this day as it is your very own day
I know things are not as we have expected but you have not withheld my mind
You have remained there within it at all times
Nothing is too hard for you to do your strength keeps us alive in us
Making it easier also for me to remain focused on you
I stand up as witness to you
I am your light and forever hope
I am strong in you
I am not going to forget your special day put out just for you
Happy birthday love
Just for your birthday
Trust I Seen Don't Mean A Thing It Seems
I put all my trusts to the limit and believe only to learn a waist may be made.
Loss of hope and loss of betray
This has gotta be super lame
I have nothing left as it is and then your gonna give me this. Really? Is this necessary now? Why do you hold this on my name? Where is this sign on my head
What sin has my family taken putting this fate over me
This I do not understand
One I can not just turn my head and look the other way to avoid what fates we have
Not looking for a other new day though my days have come to an end. Trusts I see seen not mean a thing
Disappointed With Life
Disappointed with the path of my life I sit back still holding tight to my faith
Trying my best not to turn around and glance back
Yet still not knowing what words to say to you and feeling lost within myself and embarrassed at my eyes sights of this life I have around me
No answers to bare and all honestys put out
Tears still falling everyday as my mother has gone leaving my life aray and on such dismay
Nothing of her faults, nothing of her blame
Although unfortunately I still feel the discomfort and pain
my days all coming together and becoming one.
Worring is a thing of the day wondering if I’d ever see the sun.
Tears rolling off my eyes each thoughts remaining on my kids and you
I am not happy and I know that you aren’t either
But my thoughts all focused on that one new day. My very own life. If I can not have life, may life have me.
As I am only disappointed with this life I see.
Wish I Were A Wizard
I wish that I were a wizard of many tricks. I wish that I could perform a spell to take it all away. I wouldnt be left behind with none there on time
I wouldn’t be abandond and orphaned walking the streets
I wish that I were a wizard of many tricks and traits
I’d use my spells for those specific situations.
I wish that I were a wizard of many tricks
Not About Me Me Me….
He says all the time that I am selfish, yet I ask myself why am I selfish for putting others before myself in everything I think or do
It’s always looking out for you
Yet you think It’s me me me
What am I to do to change the way that you think and perceive me
Even to be around you doesn’t only upset you but also me
I think myself not selfish when its never about me in my very own eyes but this you can not see and I don’t know why
I thought it obvious that all within my life was not about me
But you have blocked it and see me me me
Sorry guys It’s not about ME …
It’s about survival and what is best for myself amass my little family. I am sorry that you are blind to see, my life is about raising my three and working with me.
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