Sinking within myself i begin to loose my sight. With no hope left inside my eyes begin to fade to blind. Taking deep breaths to try to stay focused and breathe. My belly begins to squimish as pain takes over me. Tears dropping down my face. My life around me feeling as if I could just be a nobody and that my life around me was being erased. With me not being in his arms everynight and me still fighting even now down this line to hold together my own life. Again my eyes begin to cry. Not yet have I even been named a wife and my heart hardening yet even more still each new day. Where is he, this man still hiding in and amongst my dreams. Why has he not come and run still off with me.
Sinking within myself i begin to loose my sight. With no hope left inside my eyes begin to fade to blind. Taking deep breaths to try to stay focused and breathe. My belly begins to squimish as pain takes over me. Tears dropping down my face. My life around me feeling as if I could just be a nobody and that my life around me was being erased. With me not being in his arms everynight and me still fighting even now down this line to hold together my own life.