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Monthly Archives: September 2011

If I Got The News I Was Gonna Die Young

If I got news that I were gonna die young
Would you find your way still to my side
Would you walk with me all the way
Would you protect me throughout all I find in life
I i got news this very day would you stand with me in each of my crying eyes
Would you swim with me on a deep blue ocean before I loose my sight of such a beauty
Would you take me away with an open mind and an open heart in hopes and dreams that we would never part
Would you release me into the wild if the day came that I died
Letting go of my …our life
If I got the news that I was going to die young
Would you continue to love me still all along
Or would you turn to run and hide with our love burning a fire inside
Would you hold on forever even if I loose the time to be here by your side
If I were to get the news that was doing to die young
Would you give up on me and go to look for another love that isn’t mine or will I always have you within my life
Yet if I ever live every moment in life that may just be a very good sign
We would never leave anything behind all focus would remain fresh on the mind

 
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Posted by on September 27, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

By The Depths Of My heart

In the depths of my heart I do believe

In the crevesses within i feel like I will soon burst at the seams

My love out lasts any pasts indeed

it holds fast to life pulling it throughout time

In the depth of my soul you have made me whole

i want to show it throughout my life

in the depths of my heart

you are my one

the one i will live with in my forever life

you are my number one

No one will ever seperate us into two again

our journey and legassy will live forever on

You are defenatly still my number two

 as number one is held in God’s hands the son

that will never rearrange or disapear

as will shall always stay so near

by ones side we shall remain

by ones side we shall remain

 
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Posted by on September 26, 2011 in Love, Poetry, Uncategorized

 

If You Could Look Into My Heart

If you could look into my heart

sure enough you would see all that still remains inside of me

from trust issues, to tangled webs in life to all the love i hold true to you

you could see the pain i was never willing to grow out of in my heart

but helping me to know now that we would never part

If you could see into my heart you could truly see how much you really mean to me

If you could see into my heart

My words word never have to speak a word

as my heart would show it all layed out

I you could look into my heartWe’d always be

 I would never have to question if our

knowing we’d always be alright

and here together by my side

with you being able to see inside of my heart and my dreams

life would never hold any little or even big surprises

If you could look into my heart you could see my love and how pure and true

you could know that this love is real

 not just a picture or figmant of any long, lost crumbled hearts

 looking to heal the suffered wounds and looking for a fresh new life

you can hold your head high and rest with relief

If you could look into my heart you could see what I see

 
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Posted by on September 25, 2011 in Love, Poetry, Short Stories, Uncategorized

 

If I Got The News I Was Gonna Die Young

If I got news that I were gonna die young
Would you find your way still to my side
Would you walk with me all the way
Would you protect me throughout all I find in life
I i got news this very day would you stand with me in each of my crying eyes
Would you swim with me on a deep blue ocean before I loose my sight of such a beauty
Would you take me away with an open mind and an open heart in hopes and dreams that we would never part
Would you release me into the wild if the day came that I died
Letting go of my …our life
If I got the news that I was going to die young
Would you continue to love me still all along
Or would you turn to run and hide with our love burning a fire inside
Would you hold on forever even if I loose the time to be here by your side
If I were to get the news that was doing to die young
Would you give up on me and go to look for another love that isn’t mine or will I always have you within my life
Yet if I ever live every moment in life that may just be a very good sign
We would never leave anything behind all focus would remain fresh on the mind

 
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Posted by on September 25, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

In This Life

You show up on my property unanounced

Knocking on my window in the middle of the night

when all the world is fast asleep

it’s the end of the day and kids are finally at rest

time for me to get silence and rest myself

I open the window to see what you want

scared out my nerves shot while I was sleeping inside

you begin to threaten and tell me off once more

standing there I say quiet…Do you mind

in fear of you once again waking the kids

i tell you to leave and reclose the window in your face

as you ramble on about going and getting layed

then you complain when I don’t call you and talk

why should I listen and talk having anything to do with a person in this mind frame

who only calls or shows up to herass and threaten one

In my very own place where I should feel safest

I stay up afraid

I am scared to look or pier out my very own window or door

worried that you will be there

my phone dies and even then you go off about not talking to your kids

is this the way of life

No

but this is the life you have created for me

in this life I am not happy

In this life I can not be free when you are around

freedom of speech means nothing anymore

In this life I should be care free and happy

yet instead I have to call upstairs to my dad waking him from his sleep

 to go check outside and give you a piece of his mind

calling you a sick being and upset with me

In fear I hide staying lick inside

behind the doors of my family’s house

until I can move out to a place of my own

where i can begin over fress and live free and alone

not a suprise at night

not a threat tearing me down

it is my home where I will be quietly

noone to bother me or show up in the middle of the night

Go home and sleep Dan, don’t go bothering me

My life is mine

please just let me be

In this life I should not fear or hide

I should be able to live life with my kids and carefree and proud

just leave me be

Don’t come around like a villan running the town

This is my father’s home not yours or mine

you do not belong here

you do not belong walking the property line

you are not only disrepecting me

but my father and also my family

go home where you live and where you belong

go home and stay away from me and my family

 
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Posted by on September 24, 2011 in Love, Poetry, Uncategorized

 

I Remain Your True Love

You tear me down and lift me up and through it all I remain your true love

A broken heart is a full heart of love living as it grows

every traggic moment helps the heart grow stronger within

you may hurt me one time now

yet your love pulls me back even more focused and wanting it even more than ever before.

It’s not something I can fully explain in the words of my soul

but one thing I do know is that you truly make me stronger and whole

even when we disagree we still manage to hold on tight

I am not letting go or leaving you tonight

I plan on not leaving you ever as I see

you mean my world to me

you let me be me

you let me stay free

letting me form my own reality

while still protecting me day and night

never loosing me out of your sight

should we ever part I’ll loose all true heart

and eventhough in a sense my love will never die

in the same sence my entire love will completely die

I want to shower you with the petals of a rose

I want to slumber with you on satin sheets

in my life you always will be

it is here you will remain

holding me tight and keeping the will

 as we journey along this path together hand in hand and heart to heart

no matter what strife we have

we will always come bouncing back

Here I remain your true love forever to the end

 
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Posted by on September 23, 2011 in Love, Poetry, Uncategorized

 

Angels Live Among Us

Angels live among is they are with us everyday

Angel live among us even when we think we may sit alone

Angels pass us by while we are walking down the streets

Angels wrap their wings around us even when we may not see

Angels are a gift from the one who loves us most

they are the messanger, protector, soul taker who helps lead and guide our journey or way

Angels are real you see

I have seen them all myself

Angels live among us on this very day

Angels live among us every step of the way

Angels live among us right here on earth

you could be an angel to someone else’s life

I am an angel everyday in mine

Angels live among us just as we do today

they live and breathe and play

walking, running, breathing as we do with ourselves

I am a very Angel

I believe this in full within me

 
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Posted by on September 22, 2011 in Love, Poetry, Short Stories, Uncategorized