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Monthly Archives: September 2011

Simpleness Of Life

If I could have eternity with you
I would ask for nothing more
The simpleness of life would be just fine living eternity with you by my side

If I could have eternity with you the happiest I would be you would be sure
Knowing everyday you’d be coming home walking right in my front door
If I could have eternity with you
My restless soul would be at peace releasing all within side itself knowing all will forever be alright

Although I still await eternity with you and the day I will be at your side

No more hidden lives and safety resting inside
If I could have eternity with you
I wouldn’t ask for anything more

Knowing you were by my side and that soon you’d be walking thru that front door
But still wishing all that were tonight

Eternity with you and us as one for life would be the best price I could ever offer you

Nothing more but just the simpleness of life

 
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Posted by on September 13, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

Break Of Day

Well elementary has just began
i tare you to the bus stop in the early morn
Taking one last look at my two once so small little wonders
now such tall beautiful kindergarteners
my gosh is this for real..afraid so mom it’s alright lighten up a little.
We’ll be okay you’ll see
but it’s another quiet day by yourselves without me

i am home and alone feeling the break in the day. Yes girls i know that you’ll be okay.

That doesn’t change the loneliness of the day or the empty feelings side of me

That doesn’t change Star crying for you, her only real friends that she has grown with thru life since she was born. That doesn’t only leave me alone with a frown.

i know that you won’t be gone too long. In the end of the day you you’ll both be back home. then leave again tomorrow at the break of day.

 
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Posted by on September 9, 2011 in Love, Poetry, Uncategorized

 

Freedom Of Life,Torn Between Two Lives

Torn between two lives i am
where my lives as i am, while my soul lives out of my very own control
living as he said and how he wants life lived
my very own outside of my head screaming an escape and in search of the true freedom of life Living as i am
living for my own, while living as he says and sees fit for me
while everything rarely change and its how it goes and dare you go against or live your life the rest in shame for disrespecting him and not honoring his family name
live it or forever have guilt for disrespecting a marine
your very own family and blood
this is the way it should be how dare that you disrespect me
torn between two lives
his and mine
searching for the freedom of life to be free and live my life only for me
not the way of others as they see for me

 
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Posted by on September 8, 2011 in Love, Poetry, Uncategorized

 

Listening To The Falling Rain

Another night without you as the rain hits upon the window pains
The smell of smoke lingering into the night as pitter patters drip outside
Where I lye listening to the falling rain
The air damp and night silent
All you here is the rasp of a passing car in the puddle as it goes by
The night empty as the kids sleep and I think I can not live one minute without you in my arms
The dampness surrounding my feet as I lay awake and hope for sleep
Without you again by my side
Frail I lay broken hearted and sad longing for your warm hands snug up around me yet
With each day so stressful and long
My hope wears thin as I loose hope in the veil for the special day

 
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Posted by on September 6, 2011 in Love, Poetry, Uncategorized

 

All I've Got

its a dream i share within my heart
a dream i share within my soul
a dream i live upon each passing day
a dream that is still a dream but it lives with me all the time
until this dream becomes reality i will dream this dream as i share within
it lives within my heart
and that is still where it will remain still just as a dream
will it pass to be more i pray upon my heart
though until this day here is where my heart will contently stay
i know this dream feels true and it is all about you but
right now that is all I’ve got
that is not alot but that is just that

 
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Posted by on September 4, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

Passing Times I Stand

To withstand the passing times
thinking this will never come by
yet holding on with nowhere else to run

Here is where I remain
as the passing time just drifts on by

Holding by faith is where I am
playing in chance in the rise of the early sun and the wake of the peak of the moon

Listening for your strong loud howl
pass of times drawing near
while I still sit and wait in faith holding me close by your side

Believing in what is true
believing in you use what I shall do
to help me travel through
always remembering you is what I will do
to never let go of the hopes that we’ve shared
here in the passing times is where I stand

 
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Posted by on September 3, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

A Dream That Has Just Begun

I miss everything about you
words can’t even excpress what I feel and see

I can’t believe we are life still
after all the things we’ve been through
without you I don’t think I would survive

We’ve come so far don’t look back
don’t wonder what this life would be like

This is our life
This is our beautiful song that only we will write

Don’t look back hold on tight
We have come this far after so long

We have made our journey our home

I miss you still
words just can not express all that’s inside

This life is nolonger just mine
We have traveled together for so long and now we walk the paths as one and not alone

Yet all my love I have within
wishing you were holding my gentle hand
and I miss you still
I miss everything about you
even when I am with you
even then I still hold on tight and still miss you

You mean so much more even then that man could even understand

Spirit felt we are one in soul and arm
We are as we are
A dream that has just begun

You are the reason that can not be named
With the ryme that can not be found
You are just simply one of a kind

You are a dream that has just begun
one I shall not wake up from to see the waking sun

Here is where I will always remain
no matter what weather may try to tear us down
You are the one
You are of my dream

 
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Posted by on September 3, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

All I Have Wanted

Your all I’ve ever wanted
To live your life in mine would be so subtlety sublime

Your all I’ve ever wanted
Your the treasure of my hearts desire

your all I have ever lived to see
Your my desire of all desires
All I want is you

All I wanted for so long
Your all I’ve ever wanted
I am speechless in words from time to time
I am so wonderfully happy that you are mine

Your all my heart cries out for
Your all I’ve ever wanted
Every night forever living by my side

To show you truly the feelings that I have deep within my self
Never able to let them hide
Your all I’ve wanted deep within my life
I am happy you are mine

To call you mine makes my heart skip a beat jumping a line
Your all I wanted within my life
Nothing to hide
Smiles filling my life
Embracing you with each hour I live
You are my world my every breath of life
Your my knight and shining star lighting my deep dark path
Keeping me focused and leading me away off the negative wraths

 
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Posted by on September 3, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

I've Lived A Muddy Life

I’ve lived a muddy life, yet not all the time
The words and phrases I’ve said have been all of mine mostly of ryme but not always on side with time
I have lived and learned and walked along
But the days I have seen have not always been so strong of songs
I have lived a muddy life now with mud I lay my bed
With rocks feeling the tears I cry washing them in rains of my eyes
Life of the muds building this ongoing foundation of mine
Not just sure why right now
Just know this muddy life is all mine
Like a sinking quicksand surrounding my stance I stand here and pray still with the deepest muds surrounding my life
I’ve lived a messy muddy life
Now with family still around; who cares I see
I live my muddy life alone and stale in this muddy state I am I’m

 
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Posted by on September 1, 2011 in Uncategorized