Just kindergarteners you’ve grown up so fast your now in your first art club after school and wanting so hard to keep trying still on your own
Not yet knowing what you are doing and not fully yet willing to listen and learn how
You are the mastermind behind all of you
Only doing it your way still not fully trusting and relying in anyone but you
Yet still being part in the two year old child crying over everything that doesn’t go your way
Very testing in my life as nerves raise high at many times
Soon enough you’ll be headed to 10 than 13 time has flown so quickly, so soon I guess this is all age trend of being the beginning kindergartener
Although as you begin to mature and grow at times it makes me miss the infant baby in you
Category Archives: Love
The Beginning Kindergartener
Love Is Not Just Words Of A Wonderful Fairytale
I lay in my bed thinking over my life realizing with myself just how important you are with me
Realizing just what life woul be like laying next to you at night and waking bedside you at day
Not having anything to think or discuss except things which have happened to me,or the memories and virtual life of you and I and the web of today which is most of what you and I see
That seems to be where we mostly would be to meet
but I still question when will that day finally come and be
I have been waiting so long holding my hopes and dreams of seeing that day yet still not knowing when that day will be
I hold different memories of your life with me here cherishing things that I have liked and seen of the you that I know on here that I have held onto and kept close by to me
I know that one day I will gain ownership of the one most beautiful rock in life that you wear forever just after one day
But reality in this dream is still forthcoming for me
I have not had this special day written amongst the sky yet for me
However I know that there is still hope for this one day
Till then I hold true to the faith and believing that this will truely happen one day but for now this is the life God has handed to me in the current skies. Where is he when will we be I aka myself o er and over again but have not yet seen an answer for me.
One the day that I receive my rock I am sure that will be the day that you see me cry
I am very strong all the way around, but even emotions no matter how strong can crumble beneath to the ground
That will be the day you will see my floods and I will know that love is not just words of a wonderful fairytale even with the love that may seem so real
If I Got The News I Was Gonna Die Young
If I got news that I were gonna die young
Would you find your way still to my side
Would you walk with me all the way
Would you protect me throughout all I find in life
I i got news this very day would you stand with me in each of my crying eyes
Would you swim with me on a deep blue ocean before I loose my sight of such a beauty
Would you take me away with an open mind and an open heart in hopes and dreams that we would never part
Would you release me into the wild if the day came that I died
Letting go of my …our life
If I got the news that I was going to die young
Would you continue to love me still all along
Or would you turn to run and hide with our love burning a fire inside
Would you hold on forever even if I loose the time to be here by your side
If I were to get the news that was doing to die young
Would you give up on me and go to look for another love that isn’t mine or will I always have you within my life
Yet if I ever live every moment in life that may just be a very good sign
We would never leave anything behind all focus would remain fresh on the mind
By The Depths Of My heart
In the depths of my heart I do believe
In the crevesses within i feel like I will soon burst at the seams
My love out lasts any pasts indeed
it holds fast to life pulling it throughout time
In the depth of my soul you have made me whole
i want to show it throughout my life
in the depths of my heart
you are my one
the one i will live with in my forever life
you are my number one
No one will ever seperate us into two again
our journey and legassy will live forever on
You are defenatly still my number two
as number one is held in God’s hands the son
that will never rearrange or disapear
as will shall always stay so near
by ones side we shall remain
by ones side we shall remain
If I Got The News I Was Gonna Die Young
If I got news that I were gonna die young
Would you find your way still to my side
Would you walk with me all the way
Would you protect me throughout all I find in life
I i got news this very day would you stand with me in each of my crying eyes
Would you swim with me on a deep blue ocean before I loose my sight of such a beauty
Would you take me away with an open mind and an open heart in hopes and dreams that we would never part
Would you release me into the wild if the day came that I died
Letting go of my …our life
If I got the news that I was going to die young
Would you continue to love me still all along
Or would you turn to run and hide with our love burning a fire inside
Would you hold on forever even if I loose the time to be here by your side
If I were to get the news that was doing to die young
Would you give up on me and go to look for another love that isn’t mine or will I always have you within my life
Yet if I ever live every moment in life that may just be a very good sign
We would never leave anything behind all focus would remain fresh on the mind
In This Life
You show up on my property unanounced
Knocking on my window in the middle of the night
when all the world is fast asleep
it’s the end of the day and kids are finally at rest
time for me to get silence and rest myself
I open the window to see what you want
scared out my nerves shot while I was sleeping inside
you begin to threaten and tell me off once more
standing there I say quiet…Do you mind
in fear of you once again waking the kids
i tell you to leave and reclose the window in your face
as you ramble on about going and getting layed
then you complain when I don’t call you and talk
why should I listen and talk having anything to do with a person in this mind frame
who only calls or shows up to herass and threaten one
In my very own place where I should feel safest
I stay up afraid
I am scared to look or pier out my very own window or door
worried that you will be there
my phone dies and even then you go off about not talking to your kids
is this the way of life
No
but this is the life you have created for me
in this life I am not happy
In this life I can not be free when you are around
freedom of speech means nothing anymore
In this life I should be care free and happy
yet instead I have to call upstairs to my dad waking him from his sleep
to go check outside and give you a piece of his mind
calling you a sick being and upset with me
In fear I hide staying lick inside
behind the doors of my family’s house
until I can move out to a place of my own
where i can begin over fress and live free and alone
not a suprise at night
not a threat tearing me down
it is my home where I will be quietly
noone to bother me or show up in the middle of the night
Go home and sleep Dan, don’t go bothering me
My life is mine
please just let me be
In this life I should not fear or hide
I should be able to live life with my kids and carefree and proud
just leave me be
Don’t come around like a villan running the town
This is my father’s home not yours or mine
you do not belong here
you do not belong walking the property line
you are not only disrepecting me
but my father and also my family
go home where you live and where you belong
go home and stay away from me and my family
I Remain Your True Love
You tear me down and lift me up and through it all I remain your true love
A broken heart is a full heart of love living as it grows
every traggic moment helps the heart grow stronger within
you may hurt me one time now
yet your love pulls me back even more focused and wanting it even more than ever before.
It’s not something I can fully explain in the words of my soul
but one thing I do know is that you truly make me stronger and whole
even when we disagree we still manage to hold on tight
I am not letting go or leaving you tonight
I plan on not leaving you ever as I see
you mean my world to me
you let me be me
you let me stay free
letting me form my own reality
while still protecting me day and night
never loosing me out of your sight
should we ever part I’ll loose all true heart
and eventhough in a sense my love will never die
in the same sence my entire love will completely die
I want to shower you with the petals of a rose
I want to slumber with you on satin sheets
in my life you always will be
it is here you will remain
holding me tight and keeping the will
as we journey along this path together hand in hand and heart to heart
no matter what strife we have
we will always come bouncing back
Here I remain your true love forever to the end
Your Hearts Of Life
You’ve always loved your hearts of life
That I would never take away
Even when your day may seem grim
a heart can shove that away again
Always make your heart light shine on everywhere you go
shine your heart light down a rain barrell
or a tunnell
Shine it even out from beneath of a rainbow
your heart is big and has lots to share
Shine your heart light out for all to see
your heart will guide you and help you thru
your heart will help others know you too
learn to listen in all that you do
with not just your mind, but your heart as welll
God will help you out too
Shine your heart light everywhere you go
they will earn and become your hearts of life as you journey on
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