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The Angel Who Withstand And Outlive Everything

She has a heart filled with joy throughout the year, he hair is long and auburn to shine and shimmer bright in the fall to winter in the seasons of love she weighs out and burdens each day she is staying upon her simple clouds

With each weigh she is given her mission to change someone’s life She does more her share and feels the deep dark secrets and hidden feelings of those she saves tearing new wears and breakage in her so big heart

Even and angel can feel the burdened weight of the one she is to protect and save. She feels as we feel. She is sometimes thrown to tears also.

This angel pushes thru so much good and bad you can see in her wings all the wear and tear she begins to get. With broken wings holding her by faith and her now brittle beautiful hair, and her always mending a wounded breaking heart Along with her own self worth and broken emotion tain smeared face

She still has a will to stay at task force of doing what she has truly been called to do. To still piece herself back together and stay a strong angel of wondering love and still be sent on task again.

Yet she is still as beautiful as ever before but with some short lived wear and tear through over and thru out her hair as well.

She is still a living and faithful angel sent out to stay and remain by your side. She is the is the angel who withstands and out lives everything

 
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Posted by on November 23, 2011 in Love, Poetry, Short Stories, Uncategorized

 

I Have Helped You Stand Upon Your Two Feet Again.

I have given you my heart.
I have turned over all my soul
I have held out my hand to help you stand upon your two feet when you were tumbling day and night in a distorted life.
I have given you love like you well deserve I have been a friend and will remain one until the end.
I have changed your life as you have me.
I have lead you along the golden way and have made things better and brighter for you when you have led yourself astray.
When you were traveling down the wrong path I didn’t run away I was a friend and I stayed
I made you see the things that you could not see.
Giving you all you ever wanted or needed even when I couldn’t even afford.
Together each of reopening our hearts instead of walking away from all hopes and dreams in sight and giving up life all in all
Giving me a chance to change our lives We’ve made friends out of it all and blown sparks throughout the lands some making those sparks burn on strong and fly off some of there very own.
We have come and pulled along so far why ya thinking this now
Pull you head back out of that deep dark muggy hole
Don’t think like that
You know we pulled ourselves away from the negatives of there and began life in the positives turning around our lives of what once were
Don’t fall back in the deep darks of evil and shadows, don’t lead that path again. You and I both know that those paths along will get you nowhere.
Hold out your neck, keep your head high and get those thoughts kicking them right out that door.
You may not walk that path again once more. Rethink these ideas and do what’s right you and I both know you really don’t want tonight to be your last night.
I have given you my heart.
I have turned over all my soul
I have held out my hand to help you stand upon your two feet when you were tumbling day and night in a distorted life.
I have given you love like you well deserve I have been a friend and will remain one until the end.
I have changed your life as you have me.

 
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Posted by on November 22, 2011 in Love, Poetry, Uncategorized

 

The Desolate Child

Sitting by a small window in her room she peers out to see all daylight she can. Trapped in a life that no-one understands. They have not lived through what things she has. Surging break ups good and bad. Loosing just about every friend that she had. Surviving multiple rapes that were not easy and the abuse of a loved boyfriend she has hurried herself in fear hiding behind her many a face. To the loss and death of a child and the birth of three other beautiful babies to give them life.  Unable to drive with a medical history turned into a book with how many issues lye upon her medical plate. She has lived a desolate life with feeling of dismay and worthlessness in her head. Covering her eyes afraid to look back or ahead from fear. Locked within her own mind that the demons will coke after her once more again. Her life at her fingertips yet she can’t even feel it there. This desolate child has wasted away with nothing and no-one to bring her back and take her home. With one breath she gasps to try once more to release all this burden away from her. Feeling alone like no one is there she sits and cries, still sitting by that window to see and take in all that daylight praying she will once become happy merely one last time before she dies. Thinking and questioning will there even be anyone at her death or even her wedding if she were to find the very right man to accept her as she is and take her hand, taking her in. Who does she even know without being able to get outside that very window to really experience reality or even get out to mingle and meet new faces whom she has never seen. This is the desolate soul that she was given to receive as her very own life indeed. It is not something that she had choice of or can change.
This is just her life. The life of which she cries and hides. The life that noone understands truly how it feels inside except the feelings of this desolate child living inside. She is just another lost child with a desolate soul forgotten by everyone outside and within her shut in life. She is the desolate child.

 
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Posted by on November 15, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

I Humble Myself To You

I sit in the midst of you and can’t believe how lucky I am and how I came to have you in my life. I subtlety humble myself into your presence as to not hurt or burden you so that you could be just who you were meant and born to be. Not to change you and keep you just as you are, and how I like you in reality. You are really my dream and all I have ever seen within my life of fantasy. You are the personality and style of just the way that I would want my man to be. Kind hearted, down to earth, mature, and honest with knowledge and soul in heart. You make me stay focused and aware of my environment, surroundings and journey in life bringing out the very best of me. You understand all that I feel and believe and never try to change me or force me to see and feel things differently. You in all words said complete me. I can be who I want to be. With you not afraid to be with me holding my hands and publicly. I see this love and hopes that you have for me. I mean more than anything and anyone to you as you do to me. I would drop my life down to floor to save you from any danger and harm. I would hold out my arm to help pick and raise you up when you fall. I would show you all I could throughout eternity before your time come for us to part when you die. I truly humble myself to you in all that. You are, and all that you mean to me. I humbly smile just as you make me notably happy. This is when I realize that I am truly blessed.

 
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Posted by on November 15, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

Fox Ballet

To frolic like two little children
They France and bounce today
Sly as any other in their sneaky
Slick old way

Prancing about in the big open yard playing as they may
Sitting with style prouncing one another in mystery of each stride

Then running off into nowhere just as quick as they came.
So Galent they wonder through the woods as I had tried to take some photographs to keep near.

Subtle and coy they still frolic running now with joy
uncertain of their travel
Reminicing in the pure beauty
with every gaze

As if to say come play alongside
They run side by side
Biting in play amongst each others smooth soft quilt of fur

They rum along to play and and hunt is follow each others lead as any other day.

As If to dance among the dandelions they run and stray
As if to do fox ballet

With a great gorgeous sleek coat of reed and chestnut brown and a tail that just flaunts itself about in throughout the wilderness and the nature of earth beyond like a grace filled moment in the thicket of the forest in this fox ballet.

 
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Posted by on November 10, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

A Mothers Worst Fear

A day where all seemed to just go way wrong
A mother living out one of her worst fears that her child before her with a more than just home remedy injury
A injury of severity

Having to stay at her side without leaving her at anytime
Not in will but oddest of the doctor that she seen

Not really knowing of she is truly okay
Bitterly biting teeth and clinging to prayer

Continuing to hang in on faith
A mothers worst fear of her child is okay and safe.

 
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Posted by on November 10, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

We Still Believe, All Will Be Okay

With tears in his eyes
a rumor came as a big surprise
With all he knew and could not understand everyone looking up to him then doubting him

Where was this assumption coming from and why had they been attacking at him

Suddenly all his fame before his eyes staring him in the face as it gets washed away

Trying to regain where the water broke thru he grasps onto whatever is in his reach to hang onto and hold pulling himself back up on hope

He stands again on his feet standing his ground
Trying to rebuild that which was knocked down with attack and force

It is there that he remains
Holding firm unto his faith and belief

He himself only knows the truth and whatever happens next will help him pull on thru

In the end whatever comes next he will be carried high on his guardians back until the time is right

where he may win or loose his fight, but in the very end all will come out alright and we who have that faith and believe can together stand up and say God is with us,

Justin we still believe and have the faith that all will be okay and will help pull you thru. No matter what comes we will not walk away

God will pull you thru
You may drop and feel real blue
But once you do he will push you back up real high maybe even higher than before

He will give you a new path to journey and open and unlock a new door

All will be okay
All will be okay

**Written with and in heart of Justin Beiber and his current news of a baby 2011**

 
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Posted by on November 4, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

Wings Of The Angels

Wings of the angles she sent to me
To carry me and protect me and to remind me

Remind me of the love she held so dear and remind me of the love he has for me

Wings of the angels she mailed to me
Bringing love and joy unto me

Carefully mailed thru the snail mail the only gift I have received
These angel wings are here to bless me and remind me of moms love she gave, and remind me of Gods love he gave to me

He gave me life and held me tight to save I myself had lost my way
Bringing me back to reality angel wings is what I got to make me believe in hope and to remind me again of this life he has blessed in me

Wings of the angels is what she gave me

 
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Posted by on November 1, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

I Wouldn't Change A Thing…You Mean The World To me

I look at you with adrenaline rushing within my blood
My heart racing within my chest
As I try to breath

Thinking of the times we’ve had
I wouldn’t change a thing
I wouldn’t give up my life on you

There are too many things I hold so dear
each tear we’ve shared
each laugh we’ve treasured together

Each time we hold onto means so much within my life
I would not give up
You are life to me
You are the world I wander
You are the sun that brightens my most dark and gloomy day

I gaze into your eyes and in silence you can make me laugh and cry both for joy
You make me speechless when I see you in my sight

You are beautiful just who you are
No matter how we may fight or how we may disagree we always pull thru

We can discuss any issue at hand and trust in each others love
You make me smile and laugh again

If there’s disappointment we compromise to create a change
deciding a solution together

Working together to help each other out rather than tearing one another apart

No matter how long it may take
We are able to satisfy in the fact that all will be okay

Your smile brings tears of love to my eyes
I think of you throughout each days & nights

I draw pictures of you in paper and within my head
While I lye memorized within my bed

Dreaming about our future will it last or leave
In hopes that we’ll remain
Leaving all we have worked toward and worked for on the right path we travel along moving and continuing ahead
Somehow we have always made it thru

You are beautiful just the way that you are I wouldn’t change a thing
You mean the world to me
You are my everything
You create the best that comes out of me

No matter if I am sad and depressed you bring me back into reality making me hear what I need to believe

I may feel upset and as if i hate  you at times, but you turn that around and bring out the best in me always bringing me back to happy

 
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Posted by on October 31, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized

 

Time To Think…

Sit down, think back, just one minute…
Ya sitting?? Is it quiet? Are you focusing?
Okay. Now think for a moment…can you remember the moment that your child or children were born?

What was running in that head at the time…who you were with or what you were doing…

do you remember the first cries.

The first sounds that child made
The first time of eye contact you each made.

 These are our most precious moments in the life of our children and we most likely answer yes,

 sometimes with detail with each questions asked.

 While the child is still so small everything is all about you and that child nothing else matters anymore. Sometimes nothing else matters and neither do you, all that matters is about the child whom you bore.

Crazy how so many things may change, for a child so young we remember to focus and present the child all the time.

Children in that age are developing more in need. As they become more independent and grow we tend to not notice the change we have made from demanding and giving all our time to receiving and releasing to now giving the space from enjoying the quiet times and space we ourselves may receive.

 As they move in school you tend to lose focus and time

 taking advantage of what silent time you get time begins to slip your own mind.

Time and focus on and for that child begins to prevail while slipping away from you as you fill your voided time with other things.

 Time getting away out of your sight as you relax in this quiet time standing at your feet.

Quiet time is bliss when you are a mother of a child at any given age.

 It is your own time for you to release.

Our downfall however has been we tend to sit back and take it all in too long forgetting the hours ticking in that we need to see first hand and attach ourselves again to those tiny hands and return ourselves to being mom again.

being held off for as long as we can to bring back a focus to the priority at hand.

That small tiny child that has looked into your eyes and become your biggest possession in life.

The one who spoke the tone you have grown so well to know throughout the years and seconds at that child’s birth.

 That innocent life layed upon your very own hands.
To hold and cherish all life through.

 How easily we forget and let time slip on by at times.

 Loosing our own focus of such cherished things. Now is the time to think.

That is still that small tiny child we held so dear and gave all our time to when there was no other care

don’t let this tiny life that means so much slip through your fingers as you may do

cherish and focus on it the whole journey through

grow together and look in each others eyes for your whole life together

let this tiny child become a women or man they become and stay close and focused all along

Don’t begin and walk away

keep it going all along

watch your child be a light in the center

 to shine upon all the children of the nations

 and be their voice and their light

to help shine upon them

and help them grow too

Let that child always have their parent to trust

one that they see means more than any thing to them

and is everything they ever wanted them to be

don’t focus on that new child’s independency

letting them do and be just as they feel

be there as you were with that tiny life

don’t let yourself get so into that silent time

 that you loose the focus of mom in life

this soul is still a small child even though they no longer need so much time

even though they have begun school now and are becoming independent

you’ve seen that side of a child without their parent

don’t be that side

be the parent you know that you need to be

sit back, sit down, breathe in deep

it is now, it is time to think

this is your child of whom we speak…

 
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Posted by on October 26, 2011 in Love, Uncategorized