Category Archives: Poetry

staying true to you is all I want to do

My life seems endless in heartache and pain

I want to turn that around and be able to have a cathedral of fame

I want to believe that we will work all the way

I want to call you my soul mate for a lifetime and not just a day

Staying true to you is all I want to do

 to live one happy life not always alone

holding up family and making it grow larger on

staying true to you is all I want to do

living life by each others side

coming home to your wide open arms each night

And kissing you softly g’bye in the morning dew as you leave for your day on the roads ahead

Staying true to you is all I want to do

life filled with eternity and bliss as we travel together on the road to the future

starting today from now until eterenity

staying true to you is all i want to do

In the depths of my heart I do believe

In the crevesses within i feel like I will soon burst at the seams

My love out lasts any pasts indeed

it holds fast to life pulling it throughout time

In the depth of my soul you have made me whole

i want to show it throughout my life

in the depths of my heart

you are my one

the one i will live with in my forever life

you are my number one

No one will ever seperate us into two again

our journey and legassy will live forever on

You are defenatly still my number two

 as number one is held in God’s hands the son

that will never rearrange or disapear

as will shall always stay so near

by ones side we shall remain

by ones side we shall remain

You show up on my property unanounced

Knocking on my window in the middle of the night

when all the world is fast asleep

it’s the end of the day and kids are finally at rest

time for me to get silence and rest myself

I open the window to see what you want

scared out my nerves shot while I was sleeping inside

you begin to threaten and tell me off once more

standing there I say quiet…Do you mind

in fear of you once again waking the kids

i tell you to leave and reclose the window in your face

as you ramble on about going and getting layed

then you complain when I don’t call you and talk

why should I listen and talk having anything to do with a person in this mind frame

who only calls or shows up to herass and threaten one

In my very own place where I should feel safest

I stay up afraid

I am scared to look or pier out my very own window or door

worried that you will be there

my phone dies and even then you go off about not talking to your kids

is this the way of life

No

but this is the life you have created for me

in this life I am not happy

In this life I can not be free when you are around

freedom of speech means nothing anymore

In this life I should be care free and happy

yet instead I have to call upstairs to my dad waking him from his sleep

 to go check outside and give you a piece of his mind

calling you a sick being and upset with me

In fear I hide staying lick inside

behind the doors of my family’s house

until I can move out to a place of my own

where i can begin over fress and live free and alone

not a suprise at night

not a threat tearing me down

it is my home where I will be quietly

noone to bother me or show up in the middle of the night

Go home and sleep Dan, don’t go bothering me

My life is mine

please just let me be

In this life I should not fear or hide

I should be able to live life with my kids and carefree and proud

just leave me be

Don’t come around like a villan running the town

This is my father’s home not yours or mine

you do not belong here

you do not belong walking the property line

you are not only disrepecting me

but my father and also my family

go home where you live and where you belong

go home and stay away from me and my family

You tear me down and lift me up and through it all I remain your true love

A broken heart is a full heart of love living as it grows

every traggic moment helps the heart grow stronger within

you may hurt me one time now

yet your love pulls me back even more focused and wanting it even more than ever before.

It’s not something I can fully explain in the words of my soul

but one thing I do know is that you truly make me stronger and whole

even when we disagree we still manage to hold on tight

I am not letting go or leaving you tonight

I plan on not leaving you ever as I see

you mean my world to me

you let me be me

you let me stay free

letting me form my own reality

while still protecting me day and night

never loosing me out of your sight

should we ever part I’ll loose all true heart

and eventhough in a sense my love will never die

in the same sence my entire love will completely die

I want to shower you with the petals of a rose

I want to slumber with you on satin sheets

in my life you always will be

it is here you will remain

holding me tight and keeping the will

 as we journey along this path together hand in hand and heart to heart

no matter what strife we have

we will always come bouncing back

Here I remain your true love forever to the end

You’ve always loved your hearts of life

That I would never take away

Even when your day may seem grim

a heart can shove that away again

Always make your heart light shine on everywhere you go

shine your heart light down a rain barrell

or a tunnell

Shine it even out from beneath of a rainbow

your heart is big and has lots to share

Shine your heart light out for all to see

your heart will guide you and help you thru

your heart will help others know you too

learn to listen in all that you do

with not just your mind, but your heart as welll

God will help you out too

Shine your heart light everywhere you go

they will earn and become your hearts of life as you journey on

I asked you when you closed and locked that door are you sure and certain that there is a never more

with a shattered heart of my very own I didn’t want to loose the warm tone and turn hard and cold forevermore

I said to you that day that you threw it all away so you thought you are giving up on everyone when in reality it was only the doing of one lone unvaluable soul not the souls of everyone for I knew deep in my heart it could be you

However I also knew that if you closed the door forevermore and really meant that it would never be us

I knew my heart was a jumble flutter the minute you threw the key away

yet I didn’t know how I could save it and salvage you and I to put you to the test

Knowing I had searched on for so long before I located the one I had found I was bound to find a way into his heart even if he wasn’t willing to agree

So here we appear now years down the traveled road never to break us apart

hearts bonded in soul and flesh and not to be forever lost

You are my hearts desire and this is where I want to be

so I will remain standing here holding the key

In Life we’ve made many mistakes at times
yet each mistake made we’ve moved ahead in our time
living each hour and day in life as if it were all part of great big design

our love is like this supporting us as we stand
even when the waters are choppy
we out live ourselves still holding tight to one anothers hands

not everytime with even a word spoken
Our hearts sometimes missing a beat
but throughout this wondersful great design
we always remain in one straight frame of mind

life haltering in amongst mistakes and hardships
while with us our love remains pulling us on through
never set too far back
never pulled out of sight
our love has just always seemed so right

the two of us always keeping our heads held high
giving each other a boost when we need it at times
words being spoken without a sound
glances speacking for us without a move of our mouth

My hand always reaching for yours
and yours pulling mine your way
helping us each have a brighter day than the one before last

Not one movement of our mouths
as the glances at silent words speak of it all

no sounds making rymes in time as time is always running on our side

Our hearts pounding so loud people mistake it for someone knocking on the door from outside

Well elementary has just began
i tare you to the bus stop in the early morn
Taking one last look at my two once so small little wonders
now such tall beautiful kindergarteners
my gosh is this for real..afraid so mom it’s alright lighten up a little.
We’ll be okay you’ll see
but it’s another quiet day by yourselves without me

i am home and alone feeling the break in the day. Yes girls i know that you’ll be okay.

That doesn’t change the loneliness of the day or the empty feelings side of me

That doesn’t change Star crying for you, her only real friends that she has grown with thru life since she was born. That doesn’t only leave me alone with a frown.

i know that you won’t be gone too long. In the end of the day you you’ll both be back home. then leave again tomorrow at the break of day.